Chapter 1 I didn't pay for a single drop of the champagne in my flute, but I was damn well going to enjoy it. The first-class lounge smelled like money. Not the crisp, papery smell of a freshly printed hundred-dollar bill with the Word Art on the backside, but real money. Old money. Like a heady bourbon or polished leather, like bergamot from someone's cologne. I sank deeper into the ridiculously soft armchair, trying not to think about how just the seat alone probably cost more than my monthly rent. I didn't belong here. I knew that. But then again, this whole trip wasn't supposed to have been mine anymore, and I took it anyway. Bubbles tickled my nose as I took another sip, my hand shaking just a minuscule amount. I'd been fine until now - until reality smacked me in the face the moment I sat down alone instead of next to Ryan. His name, his everything, still buzzed in my brain like a fly I had no way of squishing. Ryan. Ryan and his smirking, lying mouth. Ryan and Lauren. God, Lauren. I set the glass down a little harder than necessary. The bartender glanced at me from across the room. We were supposed to be here together. We were supposed to be heading to the Amalfi coast, having sunset cocktails and couple's massages and his-and-her bathrobes in Positano that I could have never afforded myself without Ryan's connections and wallet. But instead, I was sitting alone in Atlanta's Hartsfield-Jackson International terminal, marinating in false status, and pretending like I hadn't found him balls-deep in my best friend four weeks ago. A month. A goddamn month. But the vacation was already paid for. And if he thought I was going to stay home and cry into a pint of mint chocolate chip ice cream while he got laid on a private yacht off the coast of Italy, he could eat shit. So, I'd convinced him to let me keep the trip. At least I was taking back something. I tugged at the hem of my sundress - yellow, cute, too short for first class. Definitely not in the dress code of what everyone else in the lounge seemed to be following, but I'd told myself I wouldn't care about it. Even if it was a lie. Even if the woman with a face sharp enough to cut glass glared at me over the rim of her espresso martini like I'd tracked in mud. I gave her a sweet smile and picked up my champagne again, swallowing down the knot at the back of my throat. The plush seat seemed to swallow me just that little bit more as I sank further. I just had to keep my thoughts off him. That was all. A voice came over the intercom, announcing boarding for a flight that wasn't mine, and I let my head tip back on the cushion, closing my eyes and trying not to imagine Lauren's face when I'd opened that door. I was almost relaxed, almost convinced I could make it through the next five days pretending none of it mattered, when a low voice behind me cut through the silence. "Mind if I sit here?" I didn't realize I'd dropped the champagne flute until I heard the shatter. Shards of crystal glinted like ice on the little table beside me. I stared at them for half a second too long, body locked, heat creeping up my cheeks, heart beating like a drum in my ears. "Shit," I muttered, instinctually reaching to clear it up myself, shards be damned - but a large, warm hand locked around my wrist before I could make contact. "Don't think they'll want to clean up champagne and blood," the voice cut in, chuckling as he slowly pulled my hand back from the mess. He let go the second my arm was back within the space between the armrests on either side of me. "For the record, I wasn't trying to scare you." I turned my head toward the sound, swallowing down the rising humiliation, and got my first proper look at the man behind the voice. And promptly forgot how to breathe for half a second. Tall. Older, maybe mid-to-late forties. Mostly silver hair that looked like it belonged in a goddamn cologne ad, swept back from bone structure that was just wholly unfair. A smattering of scruff along his jawline, blacks swirling into the grey, just enough to know you'd feel it if you ran your fingers over it. And his eyes, Christ, hazel and sharp. He was striking, commanding almost, like he expected the world to move when he stepped into a room because it would. But most of all, he just looked amused. "Are you going to speak, or should I just assume I can sit?" he asked, raising a single mostly-black brow at me. I blinked away enough of the fog clouding my head to get my mouth to cooperate. "Um-yeah, yes, sorry," I swallowed, gripping my carry-on's handle and dragging it slightly out of the way for him. "I can, like, move if you want this section⁠-" "I'm not asking you to move," he chuckled, gripping the sides of the arm rests as he lowered himself into the plush seat to the right of mine, cocked at a ninety-degree angle. "Saw you when I was at the bar. Your hand was shaking. Thought you might be nervous about flying." A dry laugh crackled out of me. "Yeah. That's it. Planes." He didn't call me on the lie - just leaned back slightly, giving a subtle nod to the bar staff. A second later, a suited attendant appeared like magic to clean up the glass, and I stared at him for half a second too long before remembering that I probably shouldn't look like I was in shock from someone cleaning up after me. The man to my right hadn't said a word, and the attendant had just moved, and I couldn't get over how absolutely ridiculous it was that he somehow expected and received the world following the order of the jut of his chin. Rich. Definitely rich, and not in the flamboyant, posting photos of Louis Vuitton bags on Instagram kind of way. No, this man had weight. The kind that didn't need to brag. The kind that knew he could walk into a room and own it without saying a damned word. "I should've just stayed home," I muttered, mostly to myself as I turned my head away from the last bits of broken crystal being swept away. "Why didn't you?" The words were casual, but the answer to them was charged, sticky in my mouth. My eyes tracked him as he stretched one long leg out in front of him and leaned back, the cuff of his shirt riding up just enough to flash a stupidly expensive-looking watch around his wrist. "Because," I said, adjusting my posture simply because I felt like I had to, "I wasn't about to let a fully paid-for Amalfi Coast vacation go to waste just because my ex has a cock with no sense of loyalty." His hand came up to his mouth as a laugh bubbled out of him, his finger rubbing against his upper lip. "Well. That's a hell of a reason." "I've got better ones, but that one gets the point across fastest." He smirked and extended a hand toward me. Big, with veins across the back of his palm. Clean nails. A silver-no, platinum-ring on his right index finger, just subtle enough not to scream mid-life crisis. "I'm on the Naples flight too. I'm Matt." Just that. Nothing I could Google. Just "Matt." I narrowed my eyes at him and hesitated for a second before taking it. His grip was warm, strong, not too tight, and not a show of dominance. Just confident. "Sienna." Matt gave me a slow once-over, his eyes flicking down before dragging back up, and for once, it didn't feel sleazy, didn't feel like he was trying to strip me with his eyes. It felt more like he was either sizing me up or trying to memorize something about me. "Sienna," he repeated as if testing my name in his mouth. "Nice to meet you. And apologies, again, for nearly causing your heart to leap out of your chest." Christ. I rolled my eyes. "It's fine," I said, waving it off. "First time a guy's ever made me break a glass, though. That's, like, an accomplishment." His lips quirked up at the corner. "I'll take it," he said. "Can I get you a replacement, at least?" I blinked at him. "Are you asking to buy me a drink when the drinks are complimentary?" "I'm asking if you'd like another one," he clarified, a smirk breaking out across his cheeks. "And offering to get off my ass and get it for you." The skin on my chest suddenly felt slightly too warm for comfort, and I rubbed at it to try to hide the flush creeping up. "Only if you don't mind me making it weird." "Weirder than shattering a champagne flute the moment I say hello?" he teased, pushing up to his feet and smoothing down his shirt. I leveled a glare at him that had zero heat in it. "Rude." He didn't even react. "Another champagne?" Squinting at the little board on the bar, I shook my head. "One of those elderflower and gin things." He moved with the quiet kind of confidence that didn't ask for attention but somehow demanded it anyway - broad shoulders, long legs, the roll of muscle beneath his shirt as he crossed the lounge like he belonged to it, or more likely, the other way around. I shifted in my seat as I tracked him, hyper aware of how short the stupid yellow sundress really was, and watched as he leaned an elbow onto the counter, his posture easy and relaxed. He gestured toward the bartender, all calm and unrehearsed confidence, and I couldn't help but glare a little. He was annoyingly composed. Probably listened to alpha-male mantras like podcasts. Probably did yoga and stock market investments at the same time on a lazy Tuesday. It didn't take him long. Barely two minutes had passed before he was walking back, highball glass in one hand and something delicate in the other, like he somehow trusted I wasn't going to break something else. He handed it to me with a little nod. "Your elderflower and gin thing," he drawled. I took it, my fingers just barely brushing against his, and tried not to think about what that did to me as I glanced down at the glass instead. It tasted exactly like what I needed to get through this conversation and however long it would take to actually get on board and lock myself in my private seat. "So," he said, sinking back into his seat with his glass of amber liquid in hand. "Flying solo on a couple's trip. That's bold." "I didn't say it was a couple's trip," I shot back over the rim of my glass. He shrugged. "You said Amalfi. You said ex. And I'm pretty sure you said you kept the vacation, so I made a logical leap." I narrowed my eyes at him and dodged the conversation entirely. "You heading to Italy for business or pleasure?" I hated the word as soon as it came out. Pleasure. His head tilted left and right, weighing it up. "Bit of both. Mostly business," he said, leaning forward a little and dropping his voice before continuing, "but I won't lie and say I don't enjoy the pleasure part more." I snorted into my glass. "Christ." The confidence in him was annoyingly overwhelming. Not arrogance, though he was definitely cocky, but he moved and spoke like he'd earned the right to say what he wanted. Like the world had bent enough times for him that he didn't feel a need to fake it. Subject change. Now. Before he says something else. "So, you're rich, then?" He laughed - properly, this time, not hidden behind his hand or muffled. "Why are you asking?" I shrugged, taking a sip of my drink before setting it down gently. "That's just the vibe you give off. You've got 'I own a yacht and have a mistress in Monaco' energy." The grin from his laugh stayed plastered to his cheeks. "I'd argue with that if it wasn't half true. I don't have a mistress." "Oh, good," I said dryly. "Just the yacht, then." He chuckled as he brought his-bourbon? whiskey?-to his lips. "Last I checked, we're both in the first-class lounge, Sienna." I shot him a look before directing my gaze elsewhere. "There's a difference between first-class rich and whatever... this is," I said, gesturing toward him. "You say that like you fit into the first category." He didn't miss a beat. Just laid it out there, not like it was an insult, but a fact. I scowled at him. But then he spoke again. "You don't. That's clear. But I'd bet good money every man in this room's wondered what you taste like anyway." I nearly choked on my saliva. A voice crackled over the speakers above, blessedly saving me. Now calling boarding for our First-Class passengers with StrathOne Air for the 7:15 pm flight to Naples, Italy. I stood faster than I probably should have, gripping the handle of my carry-on in my hand and tugging at the bottom of my dress to make sure it hadn't caught on anything. Matt rose beside me with far too much easy grace, polished off the last of his drink, and set the glass on the table. "After you," he said, motioning toward the exit. The temptation to flick him on the forehead almost won out. The walk to the gate was quiet, him trailing behind me without a bag in sight. I could feel his eyes on me as we scanned our passports and boarding passes, could feel him staring as I walked down the gangway in front of him. I glanced behind me when the feeling faded, catching a quick glimpse of him speaking to one of the attendants in the gangway, but kept moving. I wasn't going to be wooed by a random silver-haired mystery man with a voice like silk and hands that could probably make me forget how to say my own name. Especially not one who seemed like he was already convinced he could. Except I'd already thought about it. Twice. Fuck, three times now. "Here you are, Miss James. 1A. Enjoy the flight." I had to check with the flight attendant that I was definitely in the right spot before I was even slightly confident this... suite, if I could even call it that, belonged to me. The walls that blocked each one were tall enough to reach my eyes, creating a private space with a lounging chair that looked far more like a La-Z-Boy than an airplane seat and an already-made bed on one side. Ridiculous. Fantastic. I set my bag down inside just in time to see Matt's head appear around the corner of the cabin, smiling as he refused help from one of the attendants. I hesitated in the entryway to mine. He passed the first set of suites. I glared at him. He checked his ticket and let out a bark of laughter. "Convenient," he said, stopping beside the door of the suite one down from mine. 2A. "You've got to be kidding me," I groaned. "That's too close. That's weird." An attendant wordlessly passed him a small suitcase as if that was completely normal, and he rolled it just inside before flashing me a grin. "What are the odds?" "You did something," I accused, narrowing my eyes. "I didn't," he chuckled, raising his hands in surrender as he leaned against the exterior wall of his suite. "I booked late. It was the only one available." I gave him a long, exhausted look. His smile didn't fade in the slightest.