Chapter 16 " Hmm . Vivian chuckled self - deprecatingly , but deep down she still held onto some lingering resentment . " Silas , over these years , have you ever felt even a moment of attraction towards me ? Putting aside my face that resembles Lilian's ! " " No , Silas's answer was not surprising at all . " Vivian felt that she had been extremely ridiculous in these years . Besides loving Silas ' money , she also truly fell in love with him as a person . He was so outstanding , so perfect , if it weren't for Lilian , he would definitely be the perfect dream lover in every girl's heart . In the past , she never dreamed that happiness would one day come to her . Such an outstanding Silas actually appeared in front of her and handed her a contract She thought she would be the Cinderella in the novel , loved by the prince , Silas , at first sight , signing a marriage agreement , and starting a love story that everyone envied . Reality slapped her hard . She was not Cinderella , just a ridiculous stand - in . Not even considered a stand - in lover , all I had to do every day was mimic Lilian and provoke her in front of her . Vivian was not willing to accept it ! Chapter 16 . Even though they had similar faces and similar names , why were their life experiences so different ? If she had grown up with Silas , maybe there wouldn't have been any issues with Lilian . She would always love him , even if her parents died . As long as they could be together forever , that would be enough . Vivian is sometimes grateful that she is not Lilian , so she doesn't have to be tormented by Silas . In order to win Silas's heart , she secretly drugged him countless times and got him drunk countless times . Finally , she succeeded once again , even though he mistook her for Lilian . Once there was one time , there will be countless times . Finally , Lilian died . She had his child , and everything seemed to be heading in a positive direction . They would get married and live happily ever after . But why did Silas treat her like that ? Before , Vivian didn't understand how he could hate Lilian so much , yet still do this for her . Now , Vivian finally understood that Silas deeply loved Lilian , and he never hated her from the beginning to the end . He only hated himself . Even though he knew that Lilian's parents had killed his own , he still loved her , unable to extricate himself , even wanting to leave behind all grievances and be with her forever . But he couldn't do it . Chapter 16 He couldn't let go of the past grievances between his parents and wholeheartedly love Lilian . But I couldn't bear to let her go and be with someone else . Vivian was completely awake . Just before being dragged away by the bodyguard , she laughed hysterically . " Silas , you are just a coward ! Lilian didn't die because of me , it was because of you ! " " She valued everything she cared about , all of which you destroyed ! It's you who drove her to death , what's the use of running away ? You deserve it too , you should have died long ago ! " " Do you think that torturing me will make Lilian forgive you when you get to the underworld ? Have you forgotten the fact that you tortured her yourself ? She has suffered so much , how could she still love you ? She probably hates you to death ! " She was dragged away by the bodyguard , tears of despair streaming down the corners of her eyes . What will she do in the future ? She didn't know . It is easy to go from frugality to luxury , but difficult to go from luxury to frugality She had been used to living a carefree life of extravagance , now she doesn't even know how to make money . It doesn't matter , anyway , no matter how hard she tried , Silas would never let her go . Vivian thought desperately .