Chapter 20 Lilian also remained silent , her eyes filled with pain , unsure of how to speak . Finally , it was Silas who broke the calm first . " We have finally all come back . Everything from the past has been settled . Let's completely let go , forget about yesterday , and start anew . How about it ? " Before Lilian could answer , he pulled her into his arms , feeling a sense of joy at having her back . " Lilian , I never want to experience the pain of losing you again . I truly regret it , I'm sorry … " He held her tightly , wishing he could merge her into his bones and never part again . Lilian felt empty and exhausted , with a sense of emptiness in her heart . She let Silas hold her for a long time , but she never hugged him back . Silas's heart inexplicably kept sinking , completely falling into the abyss . " Silas , I'm tired . Can we not entangle ourselves anymore in this lifetime ? " Lilian looked at him pleadingly , a glistening tear rolling down her cheek and dropping into his heart , creating a big hole . The other people in the room quietly left , leaving only them to solve certain things and conflicts per 20 lthough they were relatives , they were not easy to control . their past lives , after experiencing death , they no longer hated each ther . fter all , those who did wrong have received the punishment they eserved . ven if they could start over again , could they really go back to the way hings were before ? he gap has already been formed . Even if forcibly bound together , will hey really be happy ? hey were really scared that the events of their past lives would happen gain in a different way . ven without the car accident , there would have been others . They never vanted to experience that kind of pain again . hey didn't hate each other , but they could never go back to the way hings were . Herhaps leaving was the best choice for both families . The door closed , and the whole room instantly fell silent , leaving only the ound of Lilian and Silas's breathing . le remained silent for a long time , but he was unwilling to give an answer The heart seemed to have a big gash , with flesh and blood blurred , and he wind was pouring in . Finally , after an unknown amount of time , Silas slowly released Lilian , as eyes bloodshot and filled with madness . Chapter 20 " Lilian , I didn't want to be apart from you . I loved you , and we were meant to be together forever ! " With that , he kissed her fiercely , his lips and teeth ravaging wildly , constantly delving deeper , entwining with her lips and tongues dancing together , crazily wanting to swallow her whole . Lilian unconsciously shed two tears , but the thorn in her heart still remained deep inside , unable to be pulled out , yet constantly causing a dull ache . ' Don't … Don't … " Her resistance was completely drowned in the kisses , leaving only pitiful sobs . Even her tears were all taken away and swallowed by Silas without a drop left . He wanted to keep everything of hers by his side . Lilian wearily closed her eyes , offering no resistance , yet also showing no sign of compliance , allowing him to have his way with her . After a long time , the kiss finally ended , but Silas , with a strong possessiveness , held her tightly in his arms . Only when he heard her strong and vigorous heartbeat and felt her body temperature , did he have a sense that she was still alive . " Lili , everything has passed . I can give you time to get used to everything in this life , and I can also pursue you again . We can be together again . " Lilian lowered her eyes , remained silent for a long time , and then looked at Silas with a melancholy expression . " I kind of don't want to love you anymore , loving you is really tiring , so ing . " er voice was weak , with a hint of tears . In the previous life , I knew all the pain you had suffered even after you ied . But I didn't feel happy at all , only felt heavy . " You said you loved me , but you kept hurting me and hurting yourself . ou said you loved me , but you insisted on tormenting me with the way ou treated Vivian well . Have you really considered my feelings ? "