sm was still the same , everything was a sl never left . My room was At the dinner table , my stepmother Emina lept putting , food into my bowl , all of which were my favorite She looked at me and said with concern , Look at how thin you are , your lips are even pale . Your must not be eating well or sleeping well in the countryside . I used to always think that she was deliberately trying to please and be clever . Now it seems that perhaps she was just beling kind hearted . I smiled at her and whispered , Emma , thank you This was the first time I smiled at her , and she seemed a little surprised . Her fork parsed in her hand . Dad burrowed his brow and cautiously asked me , Celine , did Lucas bully you ? Why did you come back alone ? I simply mentioned the divorce with Lucas . Leaving out the most painful details , even so , it was enough to make my fathers eyes well up with tears . Emma wiped away her tears and choked , saying , How could they treat someone like this ! Our daughter is not unable to get married , yet they insist on marrying her to him ! Dad suddenly slammed fork and shouted , Dad wont let him gol Dare to bully my daughter , its really outrageous ! I silently ate my meal , wanting to say a few comforting words to them . My throat choked up , and tears kept flowing down uncontrollably How could I possibly swallow this ? In the past life , I painfully died while living in that cold and dirty cowshed . I heard the helpless cry of the child , but I didnt have the strength to give birth to him … That heart wrenching despair , until now , still sends shivers down my spine . Fortunately , I had my wits about me and didnt listen to Lucas giving away the college spot directly . Just took a leave of absence When I completed the enrollment procedures and stepped into the campus . Looking at those lively students , I suddenly realized that I was only 20 years old , in the prime of my youth. However , I didnt have much time to adapt to college life . Just at the school gate , I sașe Lucas agalis Celine , listen to me , I was just explaining that Chelsea and I were only pretending to be married . My heart has always been with you , can you please ask your dad not to suppress me anymore ? It seems like Dad took action , otherwise he wouldnt be so anxious . Lucas , do you really think I am a three year old child ? He took a step forward , wanting to hold my hand , but I avoided him with disgust . Celine , listen to me , Chelsea had a special situation , I couldnt just ignore her . There is nothing for me to talk to yo to you about . I responded coldly and deliberately looked down as my wristwatch , Dont bother me , Im going to be late for class . His eyebrows furrowed tightly , his tone tinged with a hint of disbelief , Youre still going to college ? How old are you already ? Stop going , this woman , why does she need to read so many books ? And youre even pregnant ! I took a step back and looked at his foolish appearance , feeling even in mure di disappointed in this man . He still hasnt noticed my belly that has already flattened , its really ridiculous . The child was gone long ago , and we have also divorced . Whatever I do has nothing to do with you . He then lowered his head and looked at my belly , staring at it in disbelief . You … you aborted the baby ? Why ? I had already been too lazy to argue with him . Why should I be angry , feel sorry for , or even feel wronged by him ? The day you took Chelsea to the hospital , my baby in my belly had already been miscarried by your push long ago . And now youre saying you dont know ? His pupils suddenly contracted , and he opened his mouth as if to defend himself , saying , Impossible , impossible ! I didnt use much force , are you trying to deceive me ? I looked at him and suddenly felt extremely exhausted . This man , who likes to shirk responsibility , really has no sense of responsibility at all . He is so cowardly that it disgusts people . Chapter 7 I didnt want to waste any more time with him , so I bypassed him and continued rushing towards the classroom . However , he did not give up and grabbed my arm again . I know you were angry with ine , and I was a bit wrong , but you shouldnt have let your father suppress me ? I stopped in my tracks , looked up at him , and coldly said , I didnt know what my dad did You should have asked my dad instead of me , now I have to go to class , dont bother me . I forcefully shook off his hand and walked quickly towards the teaching building . He saw my unusual indifference and didnt dare to stop me anymore , afraid of provoking even greater resentment from me . However , he did not give up , but instead he went to my house with the gift to see my father . After class , when I got home , I saw him and his gifts being thrown out of the door by