Chapter 6 He tried to smile at me . [ ] Just barely . As if too big a smile might scare me off . [ ] So cautious . ] ] Valentina we were supposed to spend tonight together . [ ] Why are you leaving ? [ ] I had never seen him this careful around me . [ ] Maybe not since years ago- [] when he confessed his feelings the first time . [ ] He had watched my every reaction back then . [ ] like my answer could break him . [ ] Like he actually loved me . [ ] Maybe back then , he really did . [ ] And maybe , just maybe , right now , he still does . But in between ? [] So many chances . So many letdowns . I tried to force a polite smile . But even that felt exhausting . Forget it . I dropped the smile and met his panicked gaze . [ ] Were already divorced , Spencer , Why would I stay ? [ ] Go be with Isabella Shes waited for you long enough . [ she has all of you now . You two should be happy , te tanked ( Then completely ignored the Isabella part . ( ) Inverted ? be sepeated . What do you mean were divorced ? [ ] I grated int sexy exorgy of the divoror papers . [] Yours is at the wide house the want the pups like they might catch fire Shaking his head , faster and faster [] way . I ever agreed to the B This has to be fake you faked this to trick que riglar [ This cred ca erat Were diruted ) [ ] Chapter 6 Looking at him lose it like this , I honestly thought- hes lost his damn mind . He flinched when I said his name . Hope flickered in his eyes , like he thought I was about to take it all back . But I just gave him a half smile . A little cruel . Do you hear yourself right now ? You sound like a crazy person . [ ] The hope on his face shattered . [ ] For once , I was the one calm and in control . [ ] And every word I said cut him like glass . [ ] Tell me , Spencer . Which one of us is the real crazy one- 0 Me , when I begged you not to leave , || Or you , now , begging me to stay ? [ He opened his mouth . No words came out . Im sorry , Valentina . I messed up . [ I just …. I just …. I just … [ Three times . [ Three tries . Trying to find a reason . Trying to justify it . [ But he couldnt even say it out loud . There were no excuses . His neglect . His indifference . His endless disappointments . [ They brought us here . Let it go , Spencer , I said softly . [ You look tired . I know I am . [] Were already divorced . Maybe its better this way . [ ] No one says you can only love one person . [ ] But I dont want a love thats cracked down the middle . [ ] CPD Burmand Hon & spine and Walked Over Ashers 12.3 % Chapter 6 He looked at me , eyes starting to fill with tears . [ ] I could see all the things he wanted to say , everything he wanted to undo . Id always thought he had beautiful eyes . [ ] The kind that could tell a story without a single word . I used to be obsessed with those eyes . But it was those Sa that once told me- 0 he didnt love me more . [ Its over , I said . 0 Lets just walk away with whatever peace we can find .