Chapter 1 : 1288 Vouchers Chapter 1 I was born with a rare blessing - what people called the " Fertile Physique . " Because of that gift , I ended up marrying Elliot Jackson , the wealthiest man in New York , in a wedding that made headlines as the event of the century . In five years of marriage , I had 90 pregnancies and 90 miscarriages . Elliot swapped out my prenatal vitamins for pills meant to induce a miscarriage , and I pretended not to notice . And he doubled down on his cruelty . One day , when I was eight months pregnant , he gave me aphrodisiacs and tossed me into a private room with his friends . " I still need ten embryos for my fertility drug research , " he said . " Enjoy yourself . Just don't kill her . " I clutched his sleeve , begging , " Please , just one more month . Let the baby be born , and I'll do whatever you ask . " But Elliot didn't hesitate for even a second . " No. Syl's birthday is one month from now . I have to finish this fertility drug for her as a gift . " Back then , you drove her away and ruined her chances of ever having children . You owe her . " He left the room , locking the door and sealing the soundproof panel . The torture lasted an entire day and night . My screams for help went unheard . By the time the butler found me , my body was shredded with bite marks and wounds . The baby had been ripped from me and tossed into an ice bucket of liquor , blood pooling across the floor . My heart went cold . I dialed the number for the Jackson's residence . " Madam Jackson , the five- year agreement is over . I want a divorce from Elliot . " 444 That night , Elliot's grandmother , Eloise Jackson , brought me back to the Jackson's residence . She looked at my battered form and sighed . " The child made it to eight months this time , so I thought Elliot had changed his mind and would treat you well . " But it seems he still harbors a grudge over you driving Syl away . 0.00 % 09:05 Chapter 1 288 iVouchers " Vina , do you hate me ? It was Syl who drugged him . But to protect our family's name from the disgrace of their relationship , I sent her away . Then I put you in Elliot's bed - only for you to bear the blame and his endless misunderstanding . " Actually , Elliot did have feelings for you back then . " I expressed my gratitude toward her and then said , " I've done my part . Please , let me leave . " Elliot might have once liked me , but I was nothing compared to Sylvia . Moreover , all that remained between us was his burning hatred . He hated me so much that he used our 90 unborn children to create a fertility drug for Sylvia . He even handed me over to other men , allowing them to assault me while I was eight months pregnant . Even our fully - formed child , who resembled him , was tossed into a bucket of liquor . Suddenly , a sharp , searing pain tore through me . Thick blood , mixed with the men's semen , slowly seeped out . The violent agony and crushing shame overwhelmed me , threatening to drag me into darkness . Eloise quickly summoned the family doctor . After a brief examination , he said awkwardly , " Mrs. Jackson , your recent sexual activity has been excessive . Your lower body is severely torn , and due to the forced removal of the fetus , you have sustained critical uterine damage . " You are not fit to carry another child for now . Attempting pregnancy could result in permanent infertility . I'll prescribe some contraceptives . " I swallowed the pills without hesitation . I rested my hand on my now - empty belly , bitterness flooding my chest . " Eloise , please allow me to divorce Elliot . " Hearing me call her so affectionately , the usually cold and decisive Eloise seemed to falter for a moment , as if something in her heart had been stirred . " I thought Elliot would eventually get over Syl , " she said , her voice weighted with regret . " My foolish hope cost you five years of torment . Alright . Once Amanda has recovered - in one month- you may leave . " Your body is still weak . Rest and recover here . The child's memorial is in a few days . You can say your final goodbye . 32.05 % 09:04 Chapter 1 " Syl is my granddaughter . Forcing her abroad was already unfair . So , as for the drugging incident ... " " Don't worry I'll keep it a secret . She will remain blameless in Elliot's eyes . 288 Vouchers Hearing my words , Eloise was relieved . She ordered someone to send me the hospital address and a video of Amanda . When I saw her in the footage - her face glowing with health , smiling so brightly - I couldn't hold back my tears " Mandy , we can finally go home , " I murmured . Then I went upstairs to the maid's room , the most secluded part of the house , to clean myself up . There was no place for me at the Jackson's residence . Elliot never allowed me into his bedroom , and the guest rooms were filled with Sylvia's belongings . On our wedding night , he threw me out of the bedroom . I spent the night on the floor in freezing cold . Later , out of pity , Eloise allowed me a tiny maid's room to sleep in instead . I turned on the shower , letting the scalding water wash away the filth of the entire ordeal . While women with the Fertile Physique conceived easily , the physical pain of pregnancy remained every bit as brutal as it was for anyone else . In fact , due to my unique body type , miscarriages hurt hundreds of times more than usual . Elliot had forcibly taken my children 90 times . I pretended it didn't hurt , not to burden him with the guilt of killing his own children . I stayed at the church for a solid week , day and night , my every prayer a desperate plea to God for his forgiveness . Now , it seemed laughable . No amount of devotion would ever move the heart of a person who simply didn't love you . I would never hope for Elliot's love again . The narrow , hard bed pressed against my wounds . The moment I closed my eyes , the nightmare in the private room flashed before me . Half - conscious , I felt a pair of warm arms wrapping around my trembling body . 67.90 % 09:05 Chapter 2 Chapter 2