Chapter 1 My mother had a rebellious streak . Whatever people asked her not to do , she just had to do the opposite . 담 Before the SATs , I told her not to touch my things . The next day , she stitched cheat sheets into the lining of my clothes . I was caught , branded a cheater , and expelled on the spot . I carried my academic file home and begged her not to touch it . The moment I stepped out to use the bathroom , she tore it open started rewriting it with a pen . and When I confronted her , my father stepped in , saying she " meant well , " and urged me to be more understanding . The rage nearly drove me into a breakdown . The doctor diagnosed me with nervous exhaustion and told me to rest . My mother's idea of " rest " was dragging a group of her so - called best malefriends into the living room to sing and dance , telling me I should join in - because " exercise keeps you healthy . " Molested by those men has given me depression . One night , I grabbed a kitchen knife and demanded they give me back my dignity . My father and brother blocked me , " They're just your mom's best friends . You only lost your virginity . Don't make a scene . " In the struggle , the blade slipped into my heart and the world faded . In the life to come , I shall see my mother's ' kindness ' repaid upon all who received it - with suffering . " When I pulled a stack of cheat sheets from the seam of my clothes , my hands trembled violently . I knew then - I had been reborn . In my last life , my mother had insisted on packing for me . " Just focus on studying . Leave everything else to me , " she'd said . I begged her not to touch my SAT prep materials . Instead , she sewed cheat sheets into my clothes . During the exam , the sheets fell out . I was accused of cheating , expelled , and laughed out of my school . I left school and walked home in a daze , clutching that academic file like a ghost clinging to its own remains . Once there , I warned her not to lay a finger on my file . While I was in the bathroom , she tore it open and started altering it with a pen . I rushed out , shouting , " Didn't I tell you not to touch it ?! Do you not understand English ?! " " Do you hate me that much ? Will you only be satisfied once you've destroyed me ? " She put on her innocent face . " I don't understand these things . I just wanted to help you . " Before I could say another word , my brother kicked me to the ground . " You're stupid anyway . Even if you took the test , you'd fail . And you still dare to blame Mom ? You're a worthless brat who deserves to die . " My brother was allergic to dairy . My mom ignored the doctor's orders and bought him a cream cake once - he nearly went into organ failure . But she blamed ine for buying it . He grew to hate me , cursing that I deserved to die . My father tried to reasin with me too , " Your mom means well . You should try to understand her . Besides , what's the use of girl studying anyway ? It's better to marry early . " do Chapter 1 lil List work down the drain g Get Bonus Read Free ! 0.40 % But my mom called me weak , still bringing her so - called best male friends to party in the house . " You need exercise . Exercise makes you healthy . " However , they molested me , whichcause my depression to worsen . One night , I grabbed a boning knife , ready to stab them . My father shielded them , grappling with me - until the knife drove into my heart . Even as I died , I heard my brother sneer : " She only lost her virginity . They're Mom's best friends . She never appreciated Mom's good intentions . Dying was what she deserved . " At that moment , I was consumed by regret , I never should have stopped my mother from wrecking their lives . This time I reborn , I wouldn't stand in her way . I tossed the cheat sheets aside , acting as though nothing had happened . When her so - called " good intentions " finally backfired them ... Well . That would be their fate , not mine .