Chapter 32 Martha admitted , " I feel like Sebastian is still hung up on that young lady . " Nicholas wasn't that close - minded , either . Not to mention , having the freedom to choose who they wanted to date was now the norm , and he did not want to use his son as a tool for an alliance . " If Sebastian truly likes her , it won't matter if she's not from high society . All that matters is that she comes from a decent family . Isn't that what you've always wanted ? " She replied , " She's married now , but I was wondering if she still has feelings for Sebastian… " " Martha ! What on earth has been running through your mind ? " he exclaimed with a frown . " It was just a thought . Why did you have to shout ? " Martha yelled as she scratched her ear . " Well , don't even think about it anymore ! " The Grant family had been in high society for decades . It would be unimaginable if they had arrived at the point where they would allow their son to marry a divorcee … Even if Nicholas had been buried six feet down in the dirt by then , he would crawl out of his grave and stop such an absurd thing from happening ! Sebastian remained unaware of the argument between his parents . He was sitting at his table , looking through several international medical cases . Yet , he couldn't concentrate on the task at hand . He was trying to understand the emotional and psychological changes happening in his mind as well as the thoughts he had toward Valeria . At the end of the day , it was all because she had reminded him of Jane . Although Valeria's appearance and figure were nothing like Jane's , the way she spoke , bit her lip , and glared at someone when she was mad reminded him greatly of Jane . There was something about Valeria that left him thinking about the similarities between the two women . However , his heart would always deny it . Sebastian was beginning to believe that Jane had thrown his life off balance . He couldn't even control his thoughts , and he felt terrible about his current state . The next day , Sebastian did not return to the Grant residence for dinner . While Jessica had brought Sabrina over , he remained working his shift in hospital . Sabrina had asked on the phone if he would be there , but he had been swamped with work that he had forgotten about the message altogether . As he lay on the hard bed inside the break room , he felt exhausted as he dozed off into a light Chapter 32 sleep . He dreamt of Jane again , about their time in high school , and how she had worn her school uniform and turned away when he had leaned in to kiss her . 2/2 A dream was still a dream at the end of the day . Although they had been in the same class during high school , they never dated back then . They only got together when they were in university . However , their surroundings , classes , and uniforms had changed . The classroom was empty as he carried her up and placed her on a table . She pushed his chest hard , unwilling to proceed . Her voice was light and soft , and she barely had a temper . Sebastian was slightly infuriated after being rejected . That year , they would spend every weekend together , either meeting at a hotel or she would come to his apartment . So , why was she resisting him now ? Halfway through the kiss , Sebastian suddenly froze . Jane's face had morphed into Valeria , and Valeria was currently looking at him with teary eyes . He was so shocked that he woke up from his dream . As a result , his back was covered in a layer of cold sweat . How could he actually feel desire toward a stranger , a married woman with a child at that ? Luckily , it was just a dream . Sebastian remembered kissing Jane , but right when they were about to escalate things , the woman's face had morphed into Valeria's . He got up to the restroom to wash his face . When he picked up his phone , he realized it was already 4:00 am .