Chapter 1 After Rebirth , She Refuses to Choose a Fiancé Chapter 1 After Rebirth , She Refuses to Choose a Fiancé When Clara was eighteen , her father selected two heirs from prominent wealthy families as marriage prospects for her and her sister . The older brother , Kenneth , was tall and strong . He fell for her sister at first sight . The younger brother , Julian , had autism . He was thin and frail , with fresh bruises still visible on his face . Everyone knew Julian was the Carter family's illegitimate son . He grew up in an orphanage and had always been seen as the family's disgrace , constantly bullied and abused . Clara didn't want Julian sent back to suffer more abuse , so she chose him as her marriage partner . He didn't speak , so she took him to the best psychiatrists in hospitals across the country . She spent two hours every day telling him jokes , even though he never responded . She thought he was just wounded inside . As long as she was patient enough , he'd eventually heal . Finally , after seven years , she managed to warm up that block of ice . He still didn't like to talk , but one day , he said to her : " Clara , let's get married . " Clara agreed . On their wedding day , a fire broke out at the venue . He left Clara dying in the flames while he carried her sister Bianca to safety . For the first time , he spoke to her fluently : " I'm sorry , but Bianca is the one I love . " He ignored Clara's desperate eyes and pushed away her hand reaching out for help . " When I was still at the orphanage , I already knew Bianca . She came to visit me every weekend and read poetry to me . " " I've wronged you in this life . I'll repay you in the next . " Clara was left alone in that burning inferno , watching them walk away . When she opened her eyes again , she was back on the day of choosing her fiancé . Clara stood before the two brothers without reacting for a long time . Banca glanced at her and bit her lip . " Never mind , I'll choose Julian then Clara probably prefers someone tall and strong like Kenneth anyway . I'll just take whoever she doesn't want . " With that , she moved from the older brother Kenneth's side to stand beside the younger brother Julian . the towering Kenneth visibly tensed up Clary still didn't react , her mind processing this scene of her rebirth 1155 My Itusho Loft Meta Burn ? I Mari whtert 0.0 % Chapter 1 After Rebirth , She Refuses to Choose a Fiancé Eighteen years old . Nothing had started yet . She hadn't chosen Julian - her longtime crush - as her marriage partner . She hadn't gone through IVF over and over trying to make him happy . And she hadn't been abandoned by him in that fire ! Clara looked at Julian , still so thin and fragile at this point . He clutched a worn , tattered storybook tightly to his chest . In her past life , he probably never knew for his entire life that Clara was the one who gave him that notebook . Back in elementary school , Clara had gone with her school's charity group to the welfare home on the west side of town . That was the first time she met Julian . He was curled up alone in the darkest corner of the playroom , smaller and thinner than all the other kids . Beneath his worn clothes , bruises showed purple and blue . His arms were empty - he just dug his fingernails into his own hands , completely oblivious to all the noise and chaos around him . Clara was the one who approached him first . She told him about funny things at school , about pigeons flying past the window , about little stories she made up on the spot . On the last day of the activity , as her friends cheered and prepared to leave , Clara gave Julian her brand - new storybook . She never imagined he would treasure that book so much . Never imagined he might not even know she was the one who left it for him . Bianca had been lying through her teeth her whole life , yet somehow she could effortlessly win everyone's affection . " Clara . " Her round eyes brimmed with tears as she said pitifully , " As long as you're happy , that's all that matters . Don't worry about what I want . " She was certain Clara wouldn't stand by and watch someone sacrifice for her sake - she'd definitely refuse . In her past life , another reason Clara chose Julian was this : she couldn't stand seeing Bianca always looking so wronged . Back then , she hadn't seen through Bianca's true nature at all . Bianca never lost anything , yet always earned a reputation for being beautiful and kind - hearted . But this time , Clara nodded : " Okay . " Bianca , who'd been waiting for Clara to refuse , froze . She wasn't the only one stunned . Julian looked at Clara too , his eyes full of confusion and shock . ( 0 ) ( 0 ) 3155 My Husharut Left Me to Burn ? I Married a Billow Firefighter ! 0.29 % Chapter 2 The Man I'll Marry Is Him