Chapter 18 " All I'm asking is what will you do if I'm pregnant ? Would you still want the child ? " Fia refused to stop asking till she got an answer from him . Conrad slowly became agitated and he kicked the leg of the bed . Fia trembled from shock . He then said heartlessly , " What's the point of saying that you're pregnant ? I told you already . Our marriage . is a mistake and we should cut off the bond between us completely ! " Fla could feel herself getting short of breath . ' Our marriage is a mistake and we should cut off the bond between us completely ! " What she understood from that was … If the bond between them were to be severed completely , then even if she was pregnant , he wouldn't want that child . I'm so sorry , my baby … ' Daddy doesn't want you … So , let's not tell daddy , okay ? ' Otherwise , what could she do if he forced her to abort her child ? She could not let him and Esme find out about this . If any of them knew about this , they would not let the child survive ! " Go , " she said , as she turned her face away from him . " Find your Esme . Go take care of her . I don't need you here . " Conrad's frown deepened but his phone suddenly rang . He picked up the call impatiently and accidentally put it on speaker . A woman sobbed from the other side . " Conrad , my leg hurts ! The doctor said that I've hurt my bones … can no longer play the piano because of my hand injury … Would you still love me if I become immobile ? " " Stop saying that ! " Conrad said as he left . Fia turned around and looked at him leaving before yelling , " Conrad , remember that you're my husband ! " He stopped and turned to look at the woman lying on the bed . During the three years of their marriage , she was always gentle and would always call him honey with her sweet voice But now , she was like a madman . " You have a duty to accompany me . I want you to stay by my side ! " She couldn't care anymore as she thought of her child and yelled out her heart's desire . " Ah ! Conrad ! It hurts ! My legs , it hurts ! Don't touch me , doctor ! It hurts so much ! Just saw it off I don't have anything else anyway ! " Conrad felt as if his head was splitting in half On the other side of the call was his first love , a woman . that he cared a lot for On this side , lying in bed was the wife that had been by his side for three years . She had never made any mistakes other than all the chaos that she had caused in the past few days . It felt like a saw was cutting him off from the middle . He had never been in such difficulty before . Fia looked at him with hope when she saw the hesitation and struggle in his eyes . That meant that she still had hope . She lowered her voice and begged weakly , " Honey , my stomach hurts . Please , accompany me , alright ? " " Conrad ! I don't want to treat it anymore ! Just let me be disabled ! " Esme shrieked from the other end of the line . In the end , Conrad looked away . " Fia , you're just having a stomachache . You'll be fine . But Esme's hand and legs are injured . " With that , he quickly turned around and walked out of the ward . The expectation on Fia's face ended . She smiled as tears rolled down . " Ha . It's just a stomachache . I'll be fine , " she muttered , as her heart throbbed in pain . She gave herself a brutal slap . " Enough , Fia Lawson . Let them be . Stop expecting anything else . " Then , there was another brutal slap . " Don't beg . " ' I'm sorry , baby . I tried . But you see it , right ? Your dad … He doesn't care about us at all . "