Jay-la POV Showered and lying in the bed, na*ked, due to the fact she had no clothes here in the room to change into, she stared up at the ceiling. She had been awake for hours, unable to get any sleep, her mind was unable to switch off. And Kora was of no help to her, all she could think about was her Mate and wanting to be with him. 'Go to him,' was all she'd been harping on for nearly an hour now. 'Not ready.' Bullshit. Kora had snorted at her, almost angry with her, you wanted him earlier.' Yes, I know, but that was different. Caught off guard. Kora snorted at her in annoyance. You want him. Kora sighed almost softly. She was lying in Jay-la's mind, head on her paws and tail around her. You remember when he used to k!ss you. You're whole body melted into him. 'Enough Kora.' It was like that, but today is more intense. You want him, need him. she whispered to her. Kora… Jay-la was practically begging her to stop it, her wolf was trying to rile her up and she knew it. She rolled over on the bed and buried her face into the pillow. 'The way his hands would slide over you, touch you, softly at first,' she was purring softly now 'his mouth k!ssing your neck. Jay-la growled at her own wolf. She didn't need to be reminded of what it was like to be in his arms, to have him touch her everywhere, taste every inch of her. Bite her gently and then roughly. She flipped over on the bed and huffed herself. 'Kora let it go,' she muttered. 'The way he'd pull you towards him and lick all the way up your spine before lacing his fingers into yours while sliding his huge bard c0ck against you teasing you when he knew what you really wanted' Kora was all hind quarters up inside Jay-la's mind, as though she could actually feel it. 'Enough please' Jay-la begged her, quietly biting her l!p. 'It'll never be enough, Kora whispered softly, 'his hand between your legs, touching you, stroking you filling you with pleasure, you remember, don't you the feeling, how hot you got, how w*et you would be. How wanton he made you. Goddess help me. Jay-la sent up a silent prayer. She did remember and was at this very minute turned on by the memory her wolf was pushing at her. With her eyes closed, goddess she could picture it so clearly, the way he would look down at her with those desire filled deep dark blue eyes of his, they way she would drown in them, loved looking up into them knowing he wanted her, needed her, was unable to look away from him even when she was so close to org*sm he loved to watch her c*um. He'd told her often, sometimes had even demanded her not to look away from him, as he'd pleasured her, his long rough fingers stroking her most sensitive places until she was arched up and crying out his name. Jay-la m0aned into her room, her hand slipping down her body, touching herself the way she knew he would, imagining her hand was his hand. 'Go to him. Kora whispered into her mind as Jay-la felt the first ripples of pleasure roll through her body as she touched herself, sliding a finger between the folds of her now w*et p**ssy and stroking her own cl!t. 'Don't even know if he's in his room,' she whispered back to Kora. 'Mind-link him.' 'Goddess no, he'll know instantly I'm turned on.' Oh goddess, she needed release, she claimed an image in her mind of him, his hand between her thighs, his fingers thrusting in and out of her and allowed herself to believe her hand was his, until she was cu**mming herself, bit down hard on the cry of pleasure that was trying to escape her, he would likely hear it if she was to loud Kerá chortled 'good we want him to.' No… Jay-la could taste blo0d she'd had to bite down hard to keep from calling out his name. 'Go to him.' 'If he's not there?' She feared she would not have the courage to go to his bed again if she went and he wasn't there. 'I sense my mate nearby, he is there. Kora whispered to her 'go to him. Jay-la sat up in the bed. Her body ached for him, she did want to go to him, but what if he wasn't there? What if she went and found his bed empty? What then? She was biting her l!p nervously. 'Never nervous before, not even your first time with him. Why now?' Kora asked. 'Different now. What if it!'s not the same? She worried. Kora snorted at her and shot the image of her and him k!ssing in the private dining room into her mind. Jay-la m0aned as she recalled the hungriness, the wanton need. Goddess the way she could feel his hard erection pressed against her, how she'd not been able to stop herself from moving herself against it. Then she was pushing at his ch3st, to try and shove him over, "my turn" she whispered to him, he allowed her to roll him over, grabbing onto her a*ss to keep them still joined. She pushed him down and sat up, looking down at him as she started to ride him, he was smiling up at her "your turn" he agreed. Jay-la pushed his hands away from her body when he tried to touch her, grabbed him by his wrists and used all her wolf strength to pin him down, hold him down while she k!ssed him and rode him hard and fast. He wanted to touch her, strained at her tight grip, she smiled down at him, was much stronger than before, he didn't want her dominating him and she liked it, her last act of defiance, holding him down and getting what she wanted from him. A growl came from him and she was abruptly overpowered by him, havoc lending his strength. He sat them up, pushing her hands behind her back. He grabbed both her wrists in one hand and held them there. His other hand had a fist full of her hair and tugged her head back, his mouth claimed hers. "Defiant to the end, I see," he growled playfully. "Always." she teased him, pulled her arms free of his hold, wrapped them around his neck and k!ssed him again. She would never tire of k!ssing this man. His hands were on her br*easts ca*ressing them. He was thrusting up and into her and she down onto him. "Oh goddess I'm cu**mming" she m0aned against his neck, felt a hand slip around her wa!st and on to her h!p, while the other slid up her back and curled over her shoulder, his fingers sliding right over her mark spot, she gasp as jolts of pleasure erupted from his touch, he was lifting her up and slamming her down on him hard and fast and she could feel her org**sm taking over, hear the screams peeling from her one after the other. She was desperately clinging to him as her body strained and pulsed in waves of pleasure around his hardened c0ck inside of her, felt her fangs elongate, and as she clamped around him with all she had her org**sm reaching its peek, slammed her fangs into his neck, his blo0d filled her mouth, it was sweet and metallic to taste, she heard him groan in pain, before pleasure took over, felt him hold her h!ps down hard on him as he c*um inside of her as she sealed his mark spot, with soft k!sses and licks of her tongue. Felt Kora howl with happiness, and heard Havoc howl right back at her, as the connection between their two wolves was solidified, tears burned in her eyes as she felt through the bond, just how much he did love her, did want her. They spilled down her cheeks and she burst into tears and buried her face into his neck as sobs wracked her body. "Sweetheart its okay," he whispered to her softly. She knew he could feel what she was feeling, her turbulent emotions were unchecked, and probably a little out of control, but she was just really happy and couldn't contain them right that minute. Her Alpha loved her and that was all she had ever wanted. She could feel his hands moving gently up and down her back trying to soothe her. Had no idea how long she sat there with him unable to gain control of herself or her emotions. "I'm sorry,' she murmured sometime later. "Don't you ever be sorry for loving me the way you do." His voice was a little rough, he shifted them to lie down on the bed, gently withdrew himself from her, she whimpered a little, and he chuckled softly "want to go again huh?" Jay-la buried her face into his ch3st but smiled at the same time and couldn't help it.