Chapter 25 " Okay , little one , I understand . " He whispered back , then stood and took the tray , walking out of the room with it . I walked into the bathroom and started the shower , then sat on the tub waiting for the water to heat up . I could hear when he walked back up the stairs and entered his room , closing the door softly . It was only seconds later when I heard the door to my room open , then close . I took a deep breath before standing and undressing , then opened the bathroom door , looking out into my room . Damien was sitting on the couch , not far from the bathroom door , talking on the phone with someone . Based on how low and quick he was speaking , I knew he was talking to Sam . Once he heard the bathroom door open , he looked up and saw me naked , then immediately tossed his phone to the side and walked into the bathroom with me . He quickly took off his sweatpants and got into the shower with me . I looked up at him , reminded yet again of how small I was compared to him . The top of my head barely came to his chest , while one of his biceps was the size of both of my thighs put together . He smiled down at me as he leaned , put his arms around me , and lifted me up , so we were even with each other . " How do you always know what I'm thinking ? " I asked him as I wrapped my arms and legs around him , feeling his erection pressing against my stomach , making it hard to think about anything else . " Try not to forget that I've made a living from reading human emotion . " He said as he pushed me against the wall , and pulled the shower head down so the water continued to wash over me . I sighed as I brought my lips back to his , drowning my annoyance in his passion as he explored my mouth freely . He only broke our kiss long enough to bring my breast to his mouth , sucking softly on my nipple before taking it between his teeth and nibbling softly . One hand he placed on the wall behind my head , while the other went between us , and found my core . I moaned as he slipped a finger inside me , then two as I kissed from his . chin to his shoulder , stopping at his neck to nibble softly . He groaned when he felt my teeth against his neck , turning his head to allow me better 1/2 43 % 20:07 Fri , Aug 22 Chapter 25 access as he pushed me down , putting his tip against my folds and slowly pushing himself inside me . I thought it would hurt less , after losing my virginity , but I was very wrong . His sheer girth alone would always be too much to take at too quickly , let alone his length , especially for someone of my size . I learned last night that my hand could barely wrap around his shaft , not completely anyways . I whimpered against his lips , trying to stifle my pain as I struggled to accommodate him , moving my hips to his rhythm . He circled my clit with his finger , making me gasp out in pleasure and surprise at the sudden attention to my sensitive button . He moaned softly when he felt me getting wetter , making it easier for him to push further inside . " Mmm , kitten , you are so tight . " he whispered in my ear with a sensual growl as he started thrusting harder, slamming me against the wall with every thrust . I put my hands on his shoulders , trying to lift myself up , so he wasn't so deep inside me . But to no avail as he grabbed my hips and held me down , forcing me to take his every savage movement , making me cry out in a mixture of pleasure and pain . After only a few strokes , there was no more pleasure and only immense pain as he continued , his movements no longer human , and no longer trying to hold himself back . He was fucking me harder than any human ever could , and in a way that no human could ever survive if it continued . " Damien ! " I cried out as he continued to slam into me , looking up at him to find that he was no longer himself . His eyes were bright purple , a color that meant he had succumbed to his vampire nature , and the human part of him was buried deep inside , if it was there at all . At this point I only had two choices ; either find a way to bring him back to his senses , or allow him to continue , which would most definitely kill me .