Chapter 5 44% I wanted him to kiss me , and I wanted him to sink his fangs into me . But at the same time I hated myself for wanting both and either of these . Feeling his body pressing against mine , and his eyes watching me intently , he's waiting for me to show him that I want him , as much as he wants me . After waiting a few moments he slowly ran his hands down , until they met my thighs , then he lifted me so our faces were even with each others . " Why are you fighting against what you want , kitten ? " he whispered as he brushed his lips against mine . The second his lips touched mine , even for that one fleeting moment , I wanted more . And the second his lips left mine , I was disappointed . " I don't know . " I responded honestly as I looked down , trying to catch my breath . He put his hand under my chin and forced me to look back up him , before his lips were on mine . He kissed me hungrily , his hands starting to explore without restraint . I wanted him to keep going , but the voice in my head was telling me to stop . It was screaming at me to stop . " Bast ! Are you out here ? " My mothers voice suddenly called out . But it didn't stop Damien , he continued to kiss me like he hadn't heard anything . " Damien , my mom . " I said against his lips . " I don't care . " He growled . " Please stop . " I said . He immediately set me down and took a step back , " Yes , little one . " he said as he straightened his suit jacket , then his tie . I was surprised by what had just happened , and he noticed this . " I told you , I won't do anything you don't want me to do . " ( 2 I thought about this for a moment , thinking back to five years ago when he first told me this . For the last five years I've continually tried to learn everything I could about the man I would spend the rest of my life with , through the internet . And for those years I tried to push him away . But I never tried actually spending time with him , to get to know him personally . I know he would do anything I asked him to , except for letting go of me , that is . Maybe if I get to know him , I won't have this constant battle in my head about 1/4 20:04 Fri , Aug 22 G GO Chapter 5 him . " I want to get to know you , before my birthday . " I said , making up my mind . 44 % He was visibly taken aback by my sudden decision to spend time with him . He was used to me pushing him away and spending as little time with him as possible . " What do you mean ? " I sighed and started walking back towards the house , waiting for him to get over his shock and catch up with me . Once he did , I continued : " I have three months until I'm yours , and the only thing I know about you , is what I've learned on the internet . " So you would like to , what ? Go on a date ? " He asked me slowly , still obviously taken aback . " Well I wasn't thinking a date , per se . " I responded as we arrived back at my house . I looked at my mother , standing on the porch , watching us . I rolled my eyes and ignored her , walking up the steps . Damien noticed my reaction to her and stopped . " Is there something you want , Jennifer ? " He said to her , with a growl . " No , Mr. Edge , I'm sorry I didn't know where Bast was , I came home , and she wasn't here . " She responded quickly . " Don't pretend you care about her , Jennifer . Not in front of me . " He said , leading me past her , and back into the house . Once we were back in the house , he led me into the kitchen where he started going through the cabinets . " What do you want to eat ? " He asked me . " I'm not hungry . " I said , grabbing water from the fridge . " You haven't eaten since before you went to school . You need to eat . " He responded , pulling out bread , butter , and cheese . How did you know ? " I asked , but then shook my head " Never mind , don't answer that . " I said as I put down the water and started to help him with making grilled cheese and tomato soup . " I know vampires can eat real food , so you're going to eat with me . " " Yes , little one . " He said as we finished cooking and took the food upstairs to my room . Once we were there , I turned on the TV and sat on the bed . He started to sit on the chair at my desk , but I stopped him and patted the spot on the bed next to me . Once he was on 20:04 Fri , Aug 22 GGG . Chapter 5 the bed , we ate silently , until we were done . After eating , he placed out dishes on the desk and started to get ready to leave , but I grabbed his arm and pulled him back into bed with me . ( 2 " Tell me about you ? " I asked him . " Ask me what you would like to know , little one . " " Tell me about your human life . " 44 % " I was born on November 15th , 1752 in Philadelphia . I had a normal life , or what passed for normal back then . And I was turned into a vampire on my thirty - second birthday , in 1784. " he said . 2 I could tell this isn't a subject he wanted to talk about , so I didn't push any further on " What is your favorite food ? " He started laughing, a deep hearty laugh , shaking the entire bed . " Little one , you know already- . " it . " I know you don't have to eat , but that doesn't mean you don't eat just for the hell of it . " I interjected , resting my head on his chest , watching his stomach rise and fall . " What's the point in breathing , if you don't need to ? " " Force of habit , mostly . There is no point in doing it , but if I went around not breathing , people would notice . " He said , putting his hand on my shoulder , and resting his chin on my head . ( 2 " Have you really not had sex in seventeen years ? " I asked . This was the answer I wanted most , but I didn't want to just come straight and ask it . But he wasn't fooled . He chuckled and made me look at him . " You don't have to beat around the bush with me , you can ask me any question you have . I will always answer honestly , you know this . " " You didn't answer . " I replied , smiling . No , I have not . Your birthday makes exactly eighteen years . " I sighed and reached up , putting my arm around his neck , and pulled him down to me . I 3/4 20:04 Fri , Aug 22 G G Chapter 5 kissed him quickly on the lips , then pulled away , before I could do anything I might regret . I put my head back on his chest and closed my eyes for a moment . d my eyes to 44% He kissed the top of my head and started rubbing my back as we started watching the TV again . I felt my eyes start to get heavy as he rubbed my back . It wasn't long until I finally succumbed . Chapter Comments R