---- fatten her up." A feast was laid out on the dining table. Camila claimed that she had done it for me, but there was not a single dish that I liked. "Madeline, eat up. You're too thin. You'll have to eat more." Camila kept putting food onto my plate. She placed some grilled pork belly on my plate as she said, "Jason said that this is your favorite." I picked up my cutlery, but I did not know where to start. I did not like pork belly at all. It was because Jason used to only eat lean meat, so I would always take away the fatty parts and leave the lean part for him. After some time, he believed that I loved the fatty parts. My stomach churned badly. I developed a terrible stomach condition from the ---- mental asylum. They constantly starved me, only feeding me once a day. Sometimes, there was no food at all. The doctor told me that my liking Jason was immoral. It was a big sin, so I needed to be punished. Being starved was one of the punishments. I lowered my head and wolfed down my food. I ate so quickly that the veins on my neck popped out. Camila looked at me in disgust and moved slightly further away from me. Jason merely frowned at me. He seemed to be unhappy with my behavior. I could not care less. Filling up my stomach was the main priority. I learned how to eat fast at the mental asylum. Every meal, I was only given five minutes to finish. Sometimes, even two or three minutes. If I did not eat it quickly, I would not know when ---- the next meal would come.