Chapter 4 Chapter Four : Wolf Kingdom Part One Jayden's POV : I could see Kayden was worried about something ; his stiff stulders and ridge walk gave it away despite how much he tried hiding it . Plus , we were twins ; 1 unconsciously knew what by brother was feeling and thinking ; it was a twin thing , a connection we shared with no other than amongst us . He always felt guilty after sleeping with that the wolf ; I knew he wanted to go back in time and erase that day from existence . Even though I had chosen to move on didn't mean the quilt didn't linger . It was mine and Kayden's promise to our future mate that we would remain loyal to ger till we met her but that all went to shit . What was worse , all the high and mighty talk about remaining faithful went down the drain ; we didn't stop once he had slept with those she wolves . As hypocritical as it was , sex became an outlet to let out our frustration one way or another . It wasn't like we ever forced a she wolf or were rough to the point where they were left handicapped . No , it was just sex , E method to release , with no strings attached . ( 1 Kayden was better in that department than me ; he had never had sex with anyone other than Christan , the same she - wolf he slept with five years ago on our twenty - fourth birthday . However , that she - wolf was cracked in the head . She had been convinced that Kayden was in love with her because she was the only she - wolf he ever slept with but wasn't admitting it in fear of his mate showing up . Little did she know that she was his whore , well concubine , to put it respectfully . On the other hand , I slept with an array of she - wolves , but the goal was the same , just to let out frustration , never once anything more than that . However , that didn't deter the she - wolves from rying . But Kayden used to get a more significant share of the ambitious ones since he was the eldest among us by a few minutes . Just like Kayden , I longed for our Luna queen . Tomorrow we were ascending the throne ; we should have been rejoicing , celebrating . We had trained all our lives for this moment , but it still felt like something was missing . It didn't take a genius to know it was due to the lack of our mate . Over the years , we had been advised to a take chosen mate , but we denied it ; even if we had to rule alone , we would do so but wouldn't take a chosen . The luna queen crown belonged to our mate and her alone . If it were up to us , we wouldn't even ascend until our beautiful luna was by our side , but mum and dad , we're getting old ; they've been ruling for over a hundred years now : they wanted to retire . Maybe even have more kids , which was weird , but hey , whatever floats their boats , I guess , not like we aged or anything after twenty - one . Looking towards Kayden again , I see he's still lost in thought ; clearing my throat , gaining his attention , I said . So bro , what do yo do you think about tomorrow's perp ? 1 asked in a feeble attempt to divert his mind . He stared at me for a few seconds with judgy eyes and said . " You know you suck at small talk , right . " He said , laughing at the end . I couldn't help but chuckle . " Dude , you gotta cheer up . You look like someone killed your pet turtle or something . " I said . He laughed , shaking his head . Once we reached the throne room , a wolf announced our presence ; father and mother dismissed the court members around them , leaving just us and them in the throne room . In front of everyone , we always remained emotionless , keeping physical contact at a minimum as well . Being royalty was ass - kicking hard , but these protocols were needed . If we used to give someone an inch , they would take a whole fucking step . We weren't ruthless leaders but firm , which was needed to maintain order in the realm 1/2 Chapter 4 Mum Immediately had hath of us in a death grip of a long , with her small petite arms around our neck as we crouched down to her level . Queen Diana , our mother , was a tiny she wolf , but she raged hell when needed ; there was a time when even us and dad were scared of her . Her word was the law for dail and us , and to some extent , even now , it was . " Honey let them breath ; we need them for the coronation tomorrow , Dad said from behind her , grabbing his mate by the arms and snuggling her into his chest as he nuzzled into her neck , taking in her scent . I had always envied our parent's relationship ; they were fated , mates . A match made in wolf heaven for sure . They had dated from the age of fifteen despite knowing they might not be mates . At the time , from the stories , we heard that both of them were madly in love , which was insane . Mom was grandpa's beta's elder daughter , so dad and she had particular grown - up together . But , from what we heard , even though being madly in love , they still had a mutual understanding to let the other go if they were to find their mate , and there would be no mimosity between them . But when dad turned eighteen a year before mom , his wolf confirmed mom as his fatal mate . To say they were happy would be an understatement . The celebration was tremendous , from the pictures in the archive Kayden and I have seen . When looking at love like that , how could we take a chosen mate ? And , deep down , we know our parents didn't want us to take a chosen mate either . On numerous occasions , Mom said that she wanted us to experience what she and dad felt because nothing can compare to it, even if they were harsh as monarchs , that never had shadowed their love for us . They had stood up for us in front of the court , bending the rules from time to time and even putting up with us ; we owed them everything , and that was why we were taking the throne despite being reluctant to ascend without our mate by our side , we were still going to tomorrow . To give our parents a chance to live for themselves and not have the weight of the entire wolf and human realm on their shoulders . We were born for this , and it was time to stand up and take responsibility . Hopefully . soon , our mate can join us too . Chapter Comments Visitor wish it was easier to get the chapters Visitor what happen to chapter 3 to 7 ? View All 4 Comments 26 < SHARE