4 The temperature in the study seemed to plummet instantly . My dad and mom exchanged glances , a hint of relief in their eyes . So this , this was their true intention all along . " No matter what , you're my sister " -that was just a fantasy I'd held onto . In the face of undeniable blood ties , eighteen years of siblinghood meant absolutely nothing . 11:57 Sat , Oct 18 M ... < ( 92 ) I watched the barely suppressed triumph on Serena's face , then my parents ' guilt - ridden , hesitant expressions . Finally , I couldn't help but let out a laugh . " Alright . " Hearing my nonchalant tone , everyone froze . I stood up , my gaze sweeping across the three people who were my family in name only , my voice strangely calm . " Since my brother has said so , what else can I say ? I'll give up the spot . Whatever you owe her , you can pay it back with my future ." I didn't look at their expressions , simply walked out of the study . As the door clicked shut , I thought I heard Eleanor's tearful voice from inside . " Aspen , this child ... why is she so understanding ? It just makes me feel worse ... " Worse ? Entering my room , I leaned against the cold door , smiling silently . In my last life , it was precisely because I was too " understanding " that I died from sheer frustration . This life , I only understand one thing - no one will ever take anything from my hands again . You think I've given up ? Will I lose ?