Rachel poured out all the hurt she had been holding inside to her mother . By the time she was finished , she was crying uncontrollably . As she sat before the grave , she gently traced her hand over the cold stone- was still with her , just in a different way . -as if doing so would make her feel like her mother " Mom , I wish you were still here . At least I'd have someone to talk to . You'd be on my side , wouldn't you ? I don't understand . He used to love me so much ... How did it turn into this ? Can love really change ? " At this point , Rachel didn't even want to think a Samantha . or William had seen her as nothing more than a stand - in for But it didn't matter anymore . The love between them had deteriorated so much , it was now unbearable . After Rachel finally let out all her emotions , she realized that an hour and a half had passed . William , who had promised to be here soon , still hadn't shown up . To be honest , she didn't expect much from him anymore . Whether he came or not didn't matter . She was about to get up and leave when her phone buzzed . It was a message from Cecilia . [ I gave the money to the person who helped you before . She says thank you . ] Rachel replied , [ No problem . We were the ones who caused trouble for her . ] Rachel knew that anyone who could get close to Tyler had to be a high - level professional . Tyler's investigation would surely shake up their careers ; whether they would be able to stay in the industry was uncertain now . Asking someone for help in this way was like cutting off part of their future . On her way back , Rachel happened to see that Samantha had posted something on social media . Curiosity got the better of her , and she clicked on the post . There was a photo of a pot of chicken soup being boiled , followed by a second photo of someone sitting across from a table , drinking from a bowl . Though the person's face wasn't visible , Rachel recognized the hand . It was William's . Samantha had added a caption to the post . [ I hope to make breakfast for the one I love every morning . He really enjoys it . ] The third picture showed Samantha pointing at William's bowl . Rachel remained calm , but veins popped up on the back of her hand . So , they couldn't even wait for the last few days ? Was William already planning to let Samantha take ice ? Rachel didn't have the time to make him chicken soup this morning , so he called Samantha to the house to make it for him . She didn't even need to imagine it - she could already picture the scene in her mind . Samantha , in Rachel's apron and slippers , standing in the very spot Rachel had stood so many times before , happily making chicken soup for William . He would be standing behind Samantha , his arms wrapped around her waist , their faces pressed close together . Those moments had been Rachel's and William's - memories Rachel could still see clearly , but now , there was someone else by his side . The happiness was still there , but it wasn't hers anymore . 1/2 Chapter 32 Rachel picked up her phone . After a moment of hesitation , she dia you still not here ? " Samantha's voice quickly answered , " William , do you like how th beautiful . " " Didn't I buy you plenty of dresses before ? " " I know , but I think Rachel's are prettier . Hers are new , but she ha with meaning . " Be good , okay ? If you really like it , I'll buy you new ones . But if y " Well , can I try it on ? You can buy me one like it later . ' " Okay , but be careful . When you're done , put it back where you for Chapter 32 +25 BONUS Rachel picked up her phone . After a moment of hesitation , she dialed William's number . When he picked up , she asked , " Are you still not here ? " Samantha's voice quickly answered , " William , do you like how this dress looks on me ? I think all of Rachel's dresses are so beautiful . " " Didn't I buy you plenty of dresses before ? " " I know , but I think Rachel's are prettier . Hers are new , but she hasn't even worn them yet . " Samantha's words were loaded with meaning . " Be good , okay ? If you really like it , I'll buy you new ones . But if you take Rachel's , what do I tell her when she asks ? " " Well , can I try it on ? You can buy me one like it later . " "Okay , but be careful . When you're done , put it back where you found it . "