Chapter 11 When I got back home , the maid tremblingly brought out a framed memorial photo , a pink urn , and a cemetery purchase agreement . " Mr. Erelan , these were found while tidying up Mrs. Erelan's room . " " Mrs. Erelan , she … she had long been prepared to leave this world , she may have not wanted to live anymore . " Upon hearing these words , Silas's eyes instantly welled up with tears . He quickly snatched the items from the servant's hands and stared at them . in disbelief . " Lilian , why ? I have never thought about dying , why do you not want to live anymore ? Have you ever thought about how I would manage alone ? " Silas stared fixedly at the photo , his voice hoarse as he shouted . The black and white photo of Lilian showed a faint smile , with eyes that carried a haunting sadness , deeply piercing his eyes . Perhaps she had already been unable to survive . The heart felt like it had been torn apart by an invisible force , blood dripping everywhere . Silas breathed in sharply , feeling a dull ache in his chest . She couldn't go on living , what should he do alone ? His last hope of living was all placed on her . Only when he saw her , only when he tortured her , did he feel the surging Chapter 11 11 hatred and love in his heart , and only then did he have a sense of still being alive . Over the past five years , he has thought countless times that if both families had died in the car accident , maybe he wouldn't be in so much pain now . The person who has completely left this world will not feel pain , only those who are still alive will blame themselves and feel guilty and painful for the rest of their lives . Initially , for Lilian's parents , Owen and Kailey , death was a form of relief . Now , Lilian is also free , why leave him alone in this world to suffer ? Silas held the photo , his heart twisted like a knife . The assistant who came to deliver the documents was filled with pity in his eyes after learning everything . He sighed deeply and couldn't help but speak out , " Mr. Erelan , the feud between the Erelan family and the Lorvain family , if it had ended at the moment of Owen and Kailey's deaths , inaybe everything would have been different . " " You and Mrs. Erelan were both unfortunate people , what's the point of trapping yourselves in a cocoon ? If old Mr. Erelan were still here , he would surely hope that the two of you could live well . " " Mrs. Erelan didn't do anything wrong either . She suffered for so many years for nothing . If you had treated her better in the first place , maybe you wouldn't have ended up like this . Now that she's gone , it's just because she wanted to be free sooner . " " Mr Erelan , now you should let go of yourself and everyone else, life is still long , you have to live it well . " Chapter 11 Silas heard it , but remained silent , feeling extremely bitter in his heart . They all left , all relieved , leaving him alone . How could he go on living ? " Darian , I couldn't do it . " " What hurt Lilian the most was me . I should pay for it with my life . Please don't try to stop me anymore . " Assistant Darian Martin felt deeply powerless , not knowing what to do . After all , what he said was the truth . After a long silence , Darian finally spoke reluctantly , " Mr. Erelan , you do owe Mrs. Erelan a lot , so you should repay her little by little before you can leave . " " Otherwise , if you were to meet underground now , she would only hate you . After all , she suffered so many years of torment . " He tried hard to give Silas hope and encouragement to keep going , after all , the Erelan Group still needed Silas , as did many others . Upon hearing these words , a faint glimmer of light shone through Silas's dark eyes . Yes , he owed Lilian so much , the Lorvain family owed the Erelan family , and he repaid it with death . How can he repay what he owes her again ? He pushed Darian aside , carrying a pile of wine and holding an urn , walked into the cold storage room , and sat down next to Lilian's ice collin