The door goes shut behind me , with a finality louder than the silence in Kael's office . Blake must have slipped away when I didn't realise it . It was good he had . I barely noticed his presence since I turned back to Kael . Meanwhile , Kael is staring up at me with hooded eyes , and a lazy smile stretches his lips . 51 55 vouchers His eyes shine with a desire that is neither pure or earnest . No ... it's dark , sinful and promises unspoken pleasures I've only ever read about . And his smile ... It carries with it a silent confidence , an effortless dominance that Cameron never had . Is it because Kael is the true Alpha ? His aura even now makes me want to bare my neck and submit to him completely . The urge is so strong , I grit my teeth to suppress my wolf side from surfacing . I hate it ... I hate how much my body reacts to him . How much he controls everything and everyone around him by simply existing . I could swear , I've never seen a man wear vulnerability this well . He doesn't look helpless ... he looks captivating . With his pupils dilated , his eyes seem to have grown a new depth that one cannot help getting lost in . And I know better . Heaven knows I do . But Kael ? He's the kind of sin you fall into , even if rationality screamed otherwise . Because even damnation looks good on him . Tonight is sure to complicate things . I know that . It would be better for us both if I'd just left ... especially when I'm the one in my right senses . But will I leave ? The possibility of that has already flown out the window the moment I fell for his provocation . In one swift move , faster than I can react , Kael's hand grips mine and I'm pulled into his lap , flush against his chest . My eyes widen and my breath hitches . I didn't account for the fact that Kael would still retain such physical strength to pull my body weight even while heavily drugged . The feel of his arousal beneath me sends a wave of heat spreading through me . My long dormant wolf purrs lowly in my mind , and the heat pools in the pit of my stomach , moistening my panties . My mouth suddenly feels dry . Like I've been stuck in a desert for years too long . My tongue darts out to wet my lips , and my mind begins working faster than reality ... 14:18 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 27 ::. 55 vouchers Tve never... begged a day in my life ." He whispers in a half - slur , half - growl , right against my ear , his warm breath fanning the side of my face . He smells of sweat , cologne and musk and pure manliness . It isn't water I'm craving . I realise . My thirst is for something different entirely , My heart is pounding against my ribcage , like it's about to jump out of my skin at any moment . This isn't Kael's game ... it's mine . I mentally reprimand myself , calming my racing heart . I can't give in . Not that easily . Not like I've been craving it all along . Because I haven't ! Or have I ? Shaking off the traitorous thought , I place a hand over his around my waist , and tug it away , slowly turning on his lap so now I'm straddling him , and looking right into his eyes . Kael let ́s me , and as I shift against his bulge , a grunt of pain escapes him . The drug in his system must be replicating the symptoms of a heat , and if it's anything like mine , Kael won't be able to resist it for too long . " You will . " I reply with certainty , tilting my head to the side so my hair falls over my shoulders . " Kiss me ." Kael demands , his tone husky , " Give me a taste ... and just maybe I'll even kill for it ... for you ... " He's testing me now . Checking how far I'm willing to go to prove him wrong . To prove that I'm done running . But I won't be controlled . Not tonight . I lean down , nuzzling his neck . The tip of my nose trails down the curve of his neck , my tongue darting out to taste his skin . Kael's breath hitches . His hands clench into fists around the armrest of the chair . I can see the struggle in his eyes , I can feel the restraint it's taking not to reach for me and take what he needs to ease his pain . He might have at any other time , but Kael is too proud of a man to give into urges when he's not in control . " It's just sex , Kael . " I tease in the same manner he would to me , " Why hesitate ? It doesn't change anything ... " Kael growls lowly , his wolf side is close to the surface and I can sense it . " I could just as easily have any other woman ... " Kael murmurs , his eyes going closed like that will help him . overcome my lure . " Give me a name , I'll get her here for you . " I offer , unfazed . Kael's fists clench tighter . " You're pushing it Laila ." " If you want me ... you will beg . " I make it clear , 14:18 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 27 : Kael grunts again , biting down on his bottom lip adamantly . I smile gently , " Now look who's running . 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It's hard to tell if he actually sees me , and if he isn't completely lost to the drugs in his system . My tongue darts out to wet my lips and I dipped my head down , my tongue teasing the tip of his manhood . Kael hisses lowly . His hand tangles into my hair and with measured pressure , he makes me take him in till my gag reflexes protest . 14:18 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 27 : 55 vouchers I relax my throat on instinct . Bobbing my head , I work my lips around him , falling into a steady rhythm . " Damn ... " Kael grunts lowly , his grip on my hair tightens almost painfully . And he arcs into his chair , quiet moans and grunts escaping him . " Laila ... " He chants my name in a husky voice , AD Comment