Laila's lips are driving me closer and closer to madness . Those plump , rosy lips I'd gone three years fantasizing about fit so perfectly around my manhood , like they were made to be wrapped around me . And maybe they were . I'm a Blackwood too ... and maybe fate had just gotten the wrong one the first time around . Every sensation is amplified . I feel every vibration , the texture of her tongue , the muscles of her throat clamping around me , The drugs in my system cloud my thoughts , and my mind is foggy with the need for release . Still , a silly thought pierces through the haze , ' Is this what I've been missing out on ? ' The slurping sounds and the slight vibration in her throat sends jolts of pleasure straight to my manhood and she carries the rhythm she'd settled into so well , it was neither fast nor slow , but built up steadily , matching my thrusts , and pushing me nearer to the edge . " Fuck ... " I curse , my head lolling back . It's taking everything in me not to squirm . Fucking her throat might just be my favourite thing . If her mouth feels this good , then burying myself in her warmth would make me lose it completely . I'd asked her to show me something to kill for ... and gods ! Did she deliver ? I'd never have thought she had it in her . Cameron's good , little wife was actually such a vixen in bed . The pleasure shooting through me is mind numbing . My thoughts are fragmented and I can barely think of anything else that's not about Laila's body beneath me ... my hands clench tightly in her hair , because it's the only thing keeping me seated .. The pleasure peaks and my back arches as my climax hits with such force , my mind goes blank . I thought the release would provide me some clarity , but it does the exact opposite . I can feel myself losing grip on reality as my desire for her feeds the effects of the drugs . Shaking my head , I attempt to clear my thoughts and focus but Laila's mouth still wrapped around me isn't helping . She's driving me to a state of primal claiming , where my wolf urges take complete control ... but that's not how I want to claim her for the first time . Not like this ... not when I'm not certain I'll remember anything when this fog clears . 14.18 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 28 I need to get her to leave , I realise 65 vouchers If she doesn't leave now , I'll lose it completely and ravage her until she begs me to stop . But I won't stop ... I won't take her in that manner until I'm absolutely certain neither of us will forget it for as long as we live . Three years of pent up desire ... I won't claim my release like this . Not because of some drug . When I take Laila , I'll be completely sober , so she's not mistaken about why her legs are too numb to be used for days after . I have to make her leave . And I have to do it now , " Enough ... " I grunt lowly , pulling her head away from me . Laila glances up at me , eyes teary but shining with her desire . My cum still trickles down the side of her lips and her tongue darts out to catch the trail , Her lips are slightly parted , like she's waiting on my orders , My breath hitches and my resolve nearly crumbles in that moment . But the urgency of losing my clarity at any moment fuels me to say the words , " Go home ... " I grunt , my voice falters but I purse my lips to keep from retracting the words and begging her to stay instead . " I ... " She looks confused . Her eyes widen . " Did I do ... something wrong ? " She asks , Something ... wrong ? The question aggravates me and if I wasn't hanging on to the last thread of sobriety , I might have shut her up by stuffing her throat again . Did she not just watch me squirm and whimper like a teen in heat ? Her words give me an idea , one I probably shouldn't use . I wish she had done something wrong . That would make what I'm about to say easier . No woman has handled me like this , and it just has to be Laila of all people . The one woman that can never truly be mine . The thought quells my hesitation . She loves my brother , what does it matter if her pride is hurt ? She'll be back in Cameron's arms or in the arms or another less dangerous man , once our contract is up . " Leave . Laila ... I grunt . " Playing my slut doesn't suit you . " Laila winces visibly , " You can't be serious ... " She's saying but I cut her off . I don't have much time . I need her gone now . " I've never taken a woman so prim and proper ... they bore me ." I say , my face is expressionless . " For a moment , I thought you had something more in you . Guess I was wrong ." 14:18 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 28 : . ชร 51 50 vouchers Run back to Cameron . That's where you belong , isn't it ? In his bed ... making love like a proper , little wife . Laila recoils . I see the regret hit as she jumps to her feet , her eyes blazing with disgust and fury . Good . She'll leave without much effort now . " You're truly just another Blackwood , aren't you Kael ? " Her tone is biting and she smiles , I can't tell if it reaches her eyes . I'm guessing not , but my vision has become too hazy now to see her clearly . She's talking . I can see her lips moving but I don't quite hear what she says . She must have been infuriated by my silence because she turns on her heel and storms out the door , and she doesn't look back ... not once . My hands finally relax from where they clenched the armrest tightly enough to keep from betraying my intentions and holding her even while sending her away with my words . With a grunt , I get up to my feet , pulling my pants up over my erection . I slowly reach for the button underneath my desk , and the trap door on the left wall of my office slides open . My steps are unsteady but I somehow make my way down , relieved at the sight of the bed and the handcuffs in the assortment of tools . I have to restrain myself . Or I might end up dialing her again and begging her to come back . I'm not sure how I make it over to the bed , but I do . Shedding my shirt and pants , I grab the handcuffs and slowly secure one of my wrists to the post . The cuffs are strong enough to keep even a werewolf down . I'd made sure of it . Laying back on the bed , the last strands of reality slowly slip away . Just then , I hear heels clicking . My traitorous heart soars against my will . My manhood twitches in equal anticipation . It must be Laila ! She came back ! I'd given her a fair chance to make the right choice tonight . But if she decided to come back ... I won't hold back anymore . 14:19 Sat , Oct 11 Chapter 29