---- vague ominous premonition in her heart, and his next question further confirmed it. "Mom, can you get Jenna to come and see me?" Matthew asked again. When she heard that it was because of Jenna, Amanda got a little angry and rejected him directly, saying, " No way, Matt. Your relationship is already a matter of the past. Isn't it better to let the past go? She has a new life, and you should start yours too." She spoke sincerely, hoping that Matthew could take her advice and let go of the past. Amanda believed he would move on from Jenna one day, given enough time. However, he shook his head and cried in front of Amanda for the first time. He pleaded, "Mom, I can't forget her. Without her in my life, I'll die..." Even though Amanda told him that Jenna had never visited him or shown him concern after his accident, Matthew still wanted to see her. When he was on the brink of death, all he could think of was Jenna's smile. ---- He thought he should try again.