It only took a moment of hesitation . Amid the cheers , he kissed Rosalie . 1 turned away , ignoring my wolf's mournful cries , and returned to my storage room . The pack house was filled with laughter and fireworks that night, but my mind was trapped in the past . " Tessa , I'll take you away one day . " " Tessa , I'll protect you forever . Don't be afraid . " " Tessa , I love you . " That Blake , the eighteen - year - old who once promised to protect me , had died long ago . I could not forgive him . Just as I could not stop loving the boy he used to be . That night , the fireworks lit up the sky like daylight . They were Blake's gift to Rosalie . My phone buzzed with his message . " Tessa , you lied to me . I don't blame you . I know it's because you love me . Wait for me , all right ? " No , Blake . It's over . In my room , I changed into my best set of clothes . Sitting at the desk , I opened my diary . ( October 5 , 2008. Uncle died saving me and Rosalie . Aunt died in the fire . Although Rosalie was the one who told me to fetch the toy from the water , and the one Uncle saved was also her in the end , it's still my fault . I'll be good to Rosalie . ] [ December 3 , 2009. Rosalie said she liked my room . Mom told me to move to the storage room until the new room was ready . But how long will that take ... ] [ April 5 , 2010. Why did Rosalie lie that I spent all her allowance ? She took all of mine . Why don't Mom , Dad , or Nolan believe me ? ] The last entry was September 2014 , one month before prison . Just one line : Chapter 6 5.22 % Dreame - Read Romance Stories Everyone knows that only the richest attend that school . Our families were billionaires . 4.4 FREE Installed Open [ They never loved me ! ] 1 sighed and picked up my pen to write the final words . [ January 1 , 2025. Dad , Mom , I'm gone . You can think of me as dead . Maybe in your eyes , I already was . But why must Uncle and Aunt's deaths always be blamed on me ? What must I do to " atone " ? Did you ever once , for even a moment in the past eight years , worry about me ? When you gave birth to me , what did you feel ? ] [ Nolan , my brother . Maybe you've forgotten - I'm your sister too . But it doesn't matter anymore . Next life , I don't want you as my brother . ] And lastly , for Blake . [ Blake , this time I won't wait . I reject you . I can't forgive you . Just as you once told me , never forgive the ones who hurt you . I won't betray myself , or the boy you once were . Don't come to me again . I wish you and Rosalie happiness .] I placed my prison medical report on the desk . It clearly stated I was missing one kidney . After all was prepared , I received Professor Rhodes's call . Leaving the pack , dragging my suitcase behind me , I stepped toward my new life . Chapter 6