Chapter 22 " I want you , so badly I can hardly stand it . " I whimpered against his lips as I used my legs to push his pants down . He rolled onto his back and took his pants off , before putting himself back between my legs . I gasped in excitement when I felt his erection against me . Even through my shorts and his boxers , I could feel how hard he was . I could imagine it throbbing in excitement , I know he could feel how wet I was when I felt him tense up . " I want to fuck you so bad , kitten . But I don't want to hurt you . " he whispered in my ear, before taking the lobe in his mouth and sucking on it softly . His deep voice was like a soft growl , making me shake in arousal . I whimpered when I heard what he said , trying hard to contain my excitement as I put my legs around him , wrapping one arm around his shoulder , and the other I put between us . I slipped my hand down his boxers , taking his manhood in my hand . I couldn't tell if my hands were smaller than I thought , or if he was massive , but I knew it was the latter . Feeling his erection throbbing in my hand nearly threw me over the edge as I started stroking him , slowly . He moaned out as I stroked him , his eyes closed tightly . I could tell he was trying hard to keep his composure . But he wasn't succeeding as his fangs were fully extended , only inches from my throat . I brought my lips to his , kissing him passionately as I stroked his length faster , making him moan out again . He took off my bra and sucked one of my nipples into his mouth , taking the other in his hand and squeezing it roughly . I cried out at the sudden pain , but moaned when he put his free hand down my shorts , and rubbed on my clit . He was giving me pain and pleasure at the same time , driving me insane . He only stopped long enough to take my shorts off , then his boxers , before pulling me down further on the bed and positioning himself back between my legs . He put his hands on either side of my head , looking down at my naked body in hunger . I looked up into his blood - red eyes and felt a pang of terror , what if he couldn't control himself , and he went too hard ? Or what if he started drinking , but didn't stop ? I tried to put the thoughts out of my head , but couldn't as his eyes returned to their normal blue , looking into mine . He knew why I was scared , and he knew exactly what I was thinking about . 1/2 20:06 Fri , Aug 22 GG . Chapter 22 43 % " I'm not going to force you , kitten . But you should know , I won't kill you . " He spoke softly , reassuring me as he leaned down and kissed me softly . I nearly cried after he said that . He was undeniably ready to take me , and he wanted to , more than anything . But he was still refraining himself for my sake , not taking what he wanted into account . He saw the look on my face when I nearly cried , and he started to move himself off of me , but I stopped him with a shake of my head . 1 I sat up slightly , bringing my lips back to his , putting one hand on the back of his head and using the other to hold myself up . He slowly pulled me down , until his tip was pressing against my folds , but then paused . " Are you sure ? " I nodded as I put my legs around him , giving him full access , but he still didn't move . " I need you to say it , Bast . " " Yes , I'm sure . " I whispered . He didn't hesitate for even a second after I told him yes , he immediately pulled me down again , pushing himself inside me . I cried out at the sudden pain , and grabbed a handful of his hair as my entire body tensed . " It's okay kitten , it will only hurt for a little while . " He whispered against my lips as he kissed me again , holding me tightly . I could feel him shaking , from what I think is excitement ? ( 1 Chapter Comments