Chapter 7 44 % He suddenly released my hands and crouched over me , " Now you know what it's like to be me . Telling yourself you don't want something , when in reality you want it more than anything else . Once you think you have it , someone rips it away , just because they can . " I cried out in frustration as I looked up at him and pouted " That's not fair ! " " Neither is denying myself the simple things in life , for a little human , who has continually told me over the span of five years , that she will never accept me. Once I finally tell myself to give up the chase , she suddenly wants me . " " You're right , Damien . I'm sorry , I know I've been a bitch to you since I found out . " " If you can promise me one thing , little kitten , I won't do that to you again . " He said as he stood and put his shirt back on . " What ? " " I won't try to have you again until you come to live with me . But once you are under my roof , you will not deny me again . " He said with a threatening snarl , showing me his fangs . He saw the bewildered look on my face , so he explained further : " You are mine , you've known this for nearly six years . I will stand by what I told you . I will not try to take you again , until you come to live with me . But when you come to live with me , little kitten … He trailed off as he pulled me into his arms , and looked down at me before continuing : " You will not , deny me again. " " I'm going to shower . " I said , pulling myself out of his arms and walking into the bathroom . I understood what he was saying , and as much as I didn't want it to , it turned me on more . I found myself excited for the day he would come and take me away . I couldn't stop my mind from wandering as I started picturing it . He would come for me on my birthday , then he would drive me to my new home . Once we arrived , he would show me to our bedroom and close the door behind him . Before I could do anything about it , he would throw me on the bed and tear all of my clothes to shreds . 15 I could literally picture our naked bodies as he had his way with me until I begged him to stop . As I stood under the water , I had to switch it to cold , because just thinking about it had ww 1/2 20:05 Fri , Aug 22 G GE Chapter 7 44 % me ready to call him into the shower with me . But I couldn't . I didn't want to take the chance that I would chicken out at the last moment , making him mad. He would probably kill me if I did that . ' Then my mind started wandering to what it would feel like if he drank from me , as he took my innocence . The water wouldn't get cold enough to cool me off then . I told myself to stop thinking about it , to focus on my shower , then I remembered that he said he'd taken a shower while I was asleep , and my mind started to picture it . That tall , god of a man , standing in my shower . Hot water running down his short black hair , onto his enviously long eyelashes , past his amazing blue eyes . Down his broad chest and rock- hard abs , and then off of his- ww " Hurry up , kitten . We need to get going . " His deep voice suddenly interrupted my naughty thoughts , saving me from myself . " Okay ! " I called out as I hurriedly washed myself . Chapter Comments