Chapter 8 44 % " Are you okay ? " Damien asked me when I finally came out of the bathroom . " Why wouldn't I be ? " I said as I held the towel tighter , feeling embarrassed . Even though I knew if he wanted to take off my towel , there was nothing I would be able to do about it . " Because your heart was pounding nearly the entire time . " " I had a lot on my mind . " I said , turning my head away , so he couldn't see my blush . " I'll wait outside as you ready . " He said as he walked out of my room . I looked in the mirror and straightened my outfit , the outfit he picked out for me was a white blouse , and a short black box - pleated skirt . I looked at my reflection , and barely noticed myself . My long wavy hair fell to my hips , my green eyes stood out against the black of my hair . I looked … beautiful . I knew I was attractive , but in the outfit I looked less like a beautiful child , and more like a beautiful woman . I decided to match my outfit with a pair of black lace up over the knee - high boots . After double checking my reflection , I opened my bedroom door to find Damien leaning against the wall , opposite of my bedroom door , waiting for me . When his eyes fell on the space between my boots , and my skirt , I saw his eyes flash blood - red . He took in my appearance from head to toe slowly , so slowly I started to squirm under his gaze . " Kitten , you are gorgeous . " Damien finally sad , quietly as he closed the gap between us , pulling me against him . C " Can we go now ? " I asked him , looking down at the ground , afraid of looking into his eyes . I knew what I would see , and I was afraid that I would unwillingly tempt him into locking us in my bedroom for the rest of the day . He chuckled and led me to his blacked out Ashton Martin , opening the passenger door for me . Once we were both seated inside , I looked out the window and let my mind wander again . I began imaging again when he would take me home , the things he would do to me. It wasn't until I felt his soul - burning gaze on me that I pulled myself out of my thoughts , and looked over at him . D 20:05 Fri , Aug 22 Chapter 8 " What are you thinking about , kitten ? " He asked me with a smirk . He somehow knew what I was thinking about , and he seemed to be enjoying it . " Nothing . " I said quickly , putting my hands on my lap and squeezing my legs closed . " I recall you saying you would stop lying about your feelings to me . " He stated as he continued to glare at me . " You said I won't be able to deny you once I live with you . Does that mean you're going to rape me ? " I asked , changing the subject as quickly as I can . I felt bad once I saw him flinch when I used the word ' rape ' but it was too late to take back what I said . After the flinch , I wanted to apologize and beg him to forgive me , but before I could say anything , he spoke: 1 If " No , Bast . You misunderstood me . I know you want me , but you won't admit it to yourself . you undoubtedly do not wish to have me , then I will not force you . I told you , I'll wait eighteen more years until you accept me , if that is what it takes , and I meant that . But if you want me , and tell me you don't , just to play with my feelings … The decision will be taken out of your hands . " he said as he looked back at the road , his face was back to emotionless . I'd really crossed the line now , and I knew it . I shouldn't have said what I did , and I really did regret it the second I'd said it . " I'm sorry , Damien , I didn't mean that . " " Yes , you did . " He snapped back at me . Before I could say anything more , we arrived at his office . It was a giant amongst every other building in the plaza , at least fifty stories high , with a big sign reading " Edge Consultancy " on the front . " Do you own this building ? " I asked him as I stepped out of the car . He'd opened the door for me , but didn't take my hand as we walked inside . I hated when he held my hand , but I knew he was extremely pissed when he didn't .