Chapter 15 After saying that , he turned around and left the bar , getting into the car alone . He lit a cigarette , took a deep drag , trying to calm his restless heart . However , those memories that he deliberately suppressed came flooding back like a tide , completely engulfing him . That was their first time . Silvia lay beneath him , her face adorned with a shy blush , her eyes filled with trust and affection . Zachary , would you love me forever ? He lowered his head and kissed her forehead , his tone gentle . Of course . I will always love you , until we grow old . Her body trembled slightly , with a hint of nervousness and anticipation in her eyes . Zacharys actions were gentle and slow , as if he was afraid of hurting her . His fingers gently caressed her skin , feeling her warmth and heartbeat . Her breathing became rapid , and a layer of mist gradually clouded her eyes . Zachary , it felt so comfortable … she murmured softly , her voice trembling slightly . Zachary lowered his head and kissed her lips , swallowing her voice . His movements gradually quickened , and their breaths intertwined as if they were merging into each others very essence . Her fingers tightly gripped his back , her nails deeply embedded in his skin , as if she was afraid he would suddenly disappear . At that moment, Zacharys heart was filled with contentment and happiness . He knew that he could never let her go in his entire life . Zacharys hand clenched the steering wheel tightly , causing his knuckles to turn white from the force . His body reacted uncontrollably , with Silvias figure constantly appearing in his mind . Her smile , her tears , her tenderness , her betrayal … Everything , as if all connected at this moment . He closed his eyes , his fingers slowly sliding down his trousers , and began to masturbate . Chapter 15 1/3 All the emotions that he had deliberately suppressed were released at this moment . His breathing became rapid, beads of sweat seeped out on his forehead , and finally , he released it abruptly . He slumped in the chair , as if all his strength had been drained . The moment he was released , he knew he was finished . He could no longer deceive himself . No matter how much he hated Silvia , no matter how hard he tried to forget her , his heart could never let go of her . She was his archenemy , the person he could never forgive in his lifetime , but she was also the person he loved the most in his life . When it was dawn , he had already finished smoking a pack of cigarettes . The ground was full of cigarette butts . He made a decision and drove to the cemetery . The heavy rain poured down , and the raindrops fell on the ground like broken beads , making a splashing sound and splashing water everywhere . The cemetery was empty , with no one around , except for Zachary kneeling in front of Elaines tombstone , motionless . The rain cascaded down his hair , cheeks , and collar , soaking his entire body , but he seemed completely unaware . His gaze was fixed firmly on the photo of Elaine on the tombstone , her kind and gentle face , which now weighed heavily on him . His fist clenched tightly , his nails digging deep into his palm , blood mixed with rainwater , dripping onto the ground . Mom … Zacharys voice was hoarse and low , as if it was squeezed out from deep within his throat , Im sorry . His voice was drowned by the sound of rain , as if it had never existed . The image of Silvia kept echoing in his mind , those memories were like a knife , repeatedly carving into his heart , making him hurt so much that he could hardly breathe . He knew that it was shameful for him to keep thinking about Silvia repeatedly . She was his mothers killer , the person he could never forgive in his entire life . However , why did his heart still involuntarily think of her ? Why did he clearly hate her , yet still couldnt let go of her ? Mom , I tried … I really tried … Zacharys voice trembled slightly , but I couldnt let her Chapter 15 Title: A Princess? No! I'm the Female General! In "A Princess? No! I'm the Female General!" by CrushReel, Adela Taylor, a noble family's daughter, disguises herself as her brother to secure their Duke title by joining the army. Despite facing obstacles, she achieves remarkable success. However, upon her triumphant return, her brother betrays her, setting off a chain of events that will test her resolve and reveal hidden truths. This captivating novel delves into themes of secrets, reincarnation, revenge, murder, and drama. Adela's journey from deception to betrayal is filled with intrigue and suspense as she navigates through a world where power dynamics and family loyalties collide. What sets this story apart is its strong female lead who defies expectations and challenges societal norms in a quest for justice and redemption. Experience the riveting tale of Adela Taylor online at CrushReel and witness the transformation of a princess into a formidable female general.