Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him Hallucinations . +8 Points > That would probably explain what was happening to me . I was going crazy after that night . I was starting to think I had conjured Ryan as a figment of my bad imagination since it had been dark and I was standing alone and the last time that happened … well . I really needed to get a grip . Yesterday , when all of us where at the resort breakfast buffet I saw a man with blonde hair and nearly screamed thinking it was Ryan . Which is ridiculous , since there are going to be hundreds of men I'd be seeing with blonde hair , I couldn't possibly crouch in fear thinking it was him . But it seemed so real . Shut up , brain . I rubbed my arms as the cool air hit my bare skin as I got up from my bath tub and walked into the shower to rinse off the soap . I closed my eyes as the water hit my face and slid down my body . Images flashed through my eyes like a bad horror movie and my eyes shot open and I gasped . " Stop thinking , goddamit . " I muttered to myself . All this was coming back to me because I had been a fool to pent up my fears inside me instead of accepting them , I built myself a happy wall pretending everything was okay like I always did , like Ryan hadn't affected me , like the bruises and scars didn't exist in my heart , my mind , my memories but how was it possible to walk away from something that traumatizing and just accept it ? Because I couldn't . I couldn't accept it . I had known Ryan , well , atleast I thought I did and before everything , he had been a good man and I don't know what happened that spiraled him out of control . Everything that happened made me wonder why ? And I couldn't help but blame myself a little for it . Maybe I could've done something to help him , discover he had a problem before everything fell apart . I shook my head . I needed to kick Ryan out of my head . He wasn't here . I was imagining things , period . I turned off the shower and walked out and wrapped myself in a towel and walked out . Austin lay sleeping on our bed , his eyes closed and his perfect lips parted a little as he snored lightly . I felt a smile tug involuntarily on my face as I looked at him . It was crazy how much I loved him . My heat felt full just because of him and he was the only reason I forgot about my problems and fears . This man had the ability to put me at peace and just be utterly happy , and the best part was he was all mine . I tiptoed quietly across the room and opened the wardrobe and shuffled through my clothes to find my sarong and my bikini . We were planning to go the beach today and I was excited , beach with the big lot was going to be fun for sure . 1/7 < Chapter 25 - I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him I shuffled around Austin's clothes and mine , we had unpacked so hurriedly that we had ended up shoving both our things together and now I saw why that was a bad call . It was a herculean task now to find my clothes among his . And especially clothes that are just tiny pieces of material . I dug around the cupboard and found my pastel pink bikini top , it was strapless with a bold slit in the middle paired with neon green bottom . It was daring choice and Alex had gifted it to me , saying it'll be good to " let - out - my - inner - miley - cyrus " once in a while , whatever that meant . Just as I got up a pair of arms went around my waist and I knew it was him without looking and allowed myself to settle into his arms , nevermind the fact that I was only wearing a towel . He was turning me wanton , I had to admit . " Mornin cupcake . " He spoke into my ear , while placing a light kiss on my neck . His voice was husky and laced with remnants of sleep . I felt the familiar round of butterflies flutter around my belly at his touch and sound . I could record his morning voice and listen to it without getting tired , who cares if I seemed creepy ? I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness for him . " Morning sleepyhead . " I turned around in his arms and gave him a light kiss and smiled as a long lazy smile spread across his features . " I could get used to this . " I quirked my eyebrow at him . " Get used to what ? " He ran a heated graze along the length of my body , travelling from my feet upwards to my legs , stomach and lingering on my rising and falling chest then slowly to my lips and finally locking it with my eyes mesmerizing me and weakening my knees all at once . With that he leaned down and kissed me full on the mouth , making a rush of heat shoot through my core . I felt my knees go completely weak . He pulled apart and bore a heated gaze into my eyes . " This . " " Huh ? " I mumbled , still dazed . His eyes lightened in humor as a corner of his mouth twitched upwards , knowing what kind of effect he had on me . " This cupcake . I could get used to this . " Oh , me too . 22222 " Get out ! " 14 11 to M T III O < 2/7 < Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him " No. " " Get out you mule - headed - descpicable man ! " " Let me think about it..no . " Emma glared at Austin hotly . " This is a girl zone , you are not allowed , so get out . " " Fine , I will once you unhand Sophia , return her to me so that we can leave for the beach . " Stef stepped in before Emma could wring Austin's neck off . I silently giggled at the sibling war in front of me . " Austin , we will be coming to the beach shortly and don't worry we won't be cutting up and tossing your darling cupcake to the ocean- " " The fact that you just spoke about it is making me wary . " Stef smacked his head and I snorted in an un - ladylike fashion at Austin's bewildered expression . " Don't be a numbheaded donkey and get out , the guys are waiting downstairs for you . " She scolded . Austin stared her down . " I most certainly will not ." Jen stepped in , like the voice of reason . " Guys , calm down . Austin- " " Move your stupid ass out of here brother . " Emma snapped . " I wont . " Austin infuriatingly added . Jen rolled her eyes and backed off . " They're all insufferable idiots , why do I even try ? " Trish and I exchanged a look and I could see she was fighting to control her laughter like me too . I could imagine what a glorious childhood they must have had and what a wicked lot they were . Emma poked a finger and Austin's chest and narrowed her eyes . +8 Points " Austin Richard Hamilton , get out right now or you don't want me to grab you by your underwear and kick your lousy ass out . Again . " Austin colored pink at Emma's words . " That happened once and I was six and you were a bully . " Austin defended himself . I burst out laughing . Unbelievable . This was family was nuts . I loved them . Austin shot me a stink eye and walked out like a dejected puppy with its tail between its legs . I laughed harder and the rest joined me in . 3/7 M O < Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him +8 Points > " Good lord , you guys should have your own television series , I swear . You had me entertained . " Trish laughed . Jen winked . " We try . " Aerin chuckled . " You better get used to this ." Stef closed the door and turned to look at me . " Thank god we separated you two or else you guys wouldn't have even arrived . Now that he's gone why don't you get ready ? " I blushed at her words as I remembered how they walked in on us making out on the suite kitchen island . In my defense we kind of … forgot about the time . I hurried into my room and stepped out of my casual shirt and shorts and wore my bikini and slipped on my sarong and walked out after grabbing my shades and tote bag with my sunscreen and water bottle . " Okay I'm ready . " I announced as they stood up . " Great ! Now we can finally move ! " Emma breathed out in relief as I blushed . We walked down to the beach , the men were all waiting for us while they chatted , the surfboards were out . The children were busy flinging sand and making sand castles . I saw Marvin assisting Vanessa with picking up sea shells , she plucked them and he carried them for her . It was adorable . Caroline and Jack were lounging at the beach chairs watching over the kids . I looked at Trish and smiled . " Isn't this such a perfect scene ? " Trish nodded . " It sure is . " We all settled our stuff and the food basket which Caroline and the others had made . Austin had made some sandwiches which I assumed he had bought with him . Aerin sat near the waters with her toes in the sand and the water lapping near her ankles . She didn't exert herself to a lot of strenuous exercise anymore and bailed out of surfing and volleyball which was understandable given her condition . The baby had started to be a real kicker and Aerin was having quite a time settling the little one , she claimed the baby did somersaults all the time and we joked for the future baby had to be hidden acrobat . She sat there cheering us and playing with the kids looking utterly happy . Her stomach was pronounced now she had opted for a sheer and loose beach dress which looked as if she was wearing Jace's shirt only it was sheer and it stopped above her knees . I stepped out of my sarong and walked down to the waters were Austin was . I felt Austin's hot gaze at my body and I blushed . A guy whistled at me just then . " Lookin good hot stuff ! " e IL PO O 4/7 < Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him I just rolled my eyes and ignored him , Austin on the other hand looked ready to box his ears . +8 Points > I shook my head . This man had more testosterone than working braincells . His hands were curled up in fists . " Hey , let it go caveman . I don't want you pissing on me to mark your territory . " His focus snapped back to me . His expression was sour and I laughed . I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him . Infuriatingly , sexy man . Just as Austin loosened up I put my hands on his chest and pushed him into the water , he fell backwards and spluttered to the surface completely doused and shocked . I laughed at his expression and winked at him . " Just helping you cool down , Mr. Rich Pants . " He narrowed his eyes at me . " Oh , you're going to regret that cupcake . " I recognized the mischief sparkling in his eyes and started to run away but Austin was faster he grabbed me by my ankles and made me fall against his chest as he dunked me in . I held my breath underwater before breaking through the surface gasping . I hit him in the chest , glaring at him as he laughed at my drowned cat expression . We spent the afternoon surfing and me gloating after I beat Jace and Dave in it . Then in the evening we had a volleyball match . Women Vs Men and us women won it hands down . Girl power , people . So suffice to say , the men were a bunch of sour pusses after we were done . It was hilarious . Getting their ego kicked in must've hurt . After that we went to have dinner at the local beach joint and the food was delicious . Aerin felt sick and could not stand the greasy smell so Jace and her had to leave early . # The spirits were up again and the lost game in the past as we walked out of the joint . We all retired to our suites , glad the day was well spent . " It was wonderful day , wasn't it ? " I breathed , smiling widely feeling utterly happy . Was it even allowed to be this happy ? Austin caught the look on my face and his features lifted . He gave me a heart stopping smile as he pulled me into his arms and closed the door behind us . ( A / N : HOT material ahead - tread ahead with caution . Not for the babies out there , okay ? Those of you who are uncomfortable please stop right here , you can if you want to . You have been warned even though I know no one's gonna listen and go ahead anyway .. ) 5/7 < Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him I looked up to his eyes and felt my heart swell with the emotion that was swirling inside them He looked down at me and smiled . " You're absolutely breathtaking , Sophia Coleen Martell . " " You're Not yourself bad..er .. I mean you're not bad yourself . " I corrected and blushed . Yoda liked to strike at all the unlikely moments . Austin chuckled and pressed his lips softly against mine and soon enough the kiss turned hot and passionate , we let loose everything that we'd been reigning in from each other and others . +8 Points > I hardly had time to accustom myself to the astonishingly seductive feel of Austin's firm mouth on mine . before he deepened the kiss and gently , probed my eager mouth . I just couldn't pretend I wasn't losing myself in every moment he touched me . He was setting my senses afire . His tongue invaded in the sweetest onslaught and I was caught in a lovely dance as old and as new as time itself . He ran a not altogether steady hand along the line of my jaw and tipped my head upward so that our mouths could become even more intimate and I just gave myself up in the moment . Time was forgotten as we stumbled to the bedroom , lost in each other and emotions that touched the ceiling . I pressed myself against him and pushed him against the door and he broke away from our kiss and chuckled at me . It would be ridiculous to feign blushes when I was being so wanton in his arms . His hard body against mine told me a story that had me blushing hard . He was so powerfully aroused that I guiltily reveled in the idea that I could evoke such emotions from him . He swept his hands down my bare back covered only by the thin strip on my bikini and I felt the place spark where he touched . His hands travelled south to settle on the curve of my hips . I suddenly found every workaday part of my body unimaginably erotic . I felt heat flash through every inch of me and sighed in a much needed gasp of air . All the strength seemed to seep out of my bones and muscles at his touch , I was coming undone . Austin incited me to an even greater need by feathering kisses down the vulnerable length of my neck and I let my head fall back so that he could teach me another heady pleasure , he nipped slightly on the bare flesh . of my neck and I felt my toes curl with pleasure and pain mixed together . I murmured in approval as he discovered another part of me that was responsive to seduction , something even I had no idea about . His mouth reached the base of my throat at last and lingered over the pulse racing under his lips , betraying my eagerness . His fingers reached to free me from my top and with one swift jerk , it was off . I felt his gaze settle on my chest and I watched the chocolate color of his eyes darken with pure liquid lust . I ran my fingers up his chest and removed his shirt as well , tracing my fingers up his rock hard chest as he sighed with pleasure . Mesmerized with him I let myself to every part of him and found there a new part of myself and him . " I want you Austin . " I breathed out and immediately his eyes hooded . He kissed my neck . " At your command , my queen . " He teased . ור < 6/7 < Chapter 25- I'd gladly cross all limits of creepiness when it came to him +8 Points > After that he ousted any chance of speech by lowering his head mouthing my n **** e in his mouth . He sucked till I melted with the rush of heat that flowed over me and then settled , burning at the very centre of my body . I arched my back and mumbled something incoherently and I wondered if I might swoon with pleasure as Austin cupped my breasts in his hand . Urgent caresses rocked me out of my haze and I felt every single trace of sense move out of my brain . I loved him . I closed the gap between our lips once again and silently smiled at him for letting me take that pace . " I love you . " I whispered and reached up to pull his handsome head down and close my lips on his . We stumbled forward into our bed . Now the full force of our passion rocked me and I felt him turn me so that I was the one backed laying down on the bed . The heat of my heart was all but burning me and I felt a flush cover my cheeks . Austin pulled away the last barrier between us and pulled apart for a little while . I heard opening of drawers and rustling of foil and then fast as he left he was back and kissing my neck . He seemed to hold his breath in fear of frightening me or unmanning himself . A gentle question for permission glittered in his eyes and I answered him by gripping his shoulders and kissing him hard . That was all I needed to tell him . " I love you cupcake . " He whispered softly , despite the heavy emotion around us as he kissed my forehead and then I gasped as I felt him enter me . Waves of heavy , delightful heat ran through me . Feeling that blaze take hold of us both as he moved inside me slow at first and then faster after every second , fire surged through every inch of our bodies . I fought to restrain my moans as we moved towards glowing ecstasy . My groan of as we moved satisfaction was muffled by his open mouthed , open - hearted kiss as we tumbled into extravagant delight together . Shudders of unimaginable pleasure rocked me as I climaxed into a sunburst of singing , sobbing joy . I felt him smile against my cheek as he lay beside me . He wrapped an arm around me as we cuddled together reveling in the glow of the aftermath of our love . He fingered the ring around my neck , his promise . I looked into his soulful , swirling eyes and I knew at that moment . Forever was ours . +++++++