No Loving Him Damon's POV I couldn't believe what just came out of my mouth ; Allysia had a killer look ; I tapped her gently on her face , " Go wash off . " She turned to the bathroom , and soon the shower was running . I zipped up and sat on the bed in the darkness , wondering what I had become . Was this nature's vengeance on me ? For the women , I treated like dirt ? And so destructive was nature that it made me obsess over someone who didn't want me . I caught myself in time before the fury rose to my throat . All those times with Allysia , I still couldn't get her out of my head . Allysia just gave me a blissful time , and all I could repay her was to call her Maya . Maya froze when I touched her . Maya hated me . Maya didn't even want me touching her . Even now , with Allysia right here , I wanted to drive back and watch her sleep . I knew she would be naked , just like I wanted , her slim body taking up a tiny space of the bed , curled like a ball with her breath - like music . 1 Her innocence was so open for all to see . If I saw all those in her , so did Derinem ; she was a beauty to behold with those green orbs avoiding my eyes , I sighed and stood up , moving to the window . Then I grinned . She was a dare I was w willing to take on ; if I was successful in getting on with her , she was going to leave my head . It was hard to keep reminding myself that she was just an enslaved person , What did you do to me , Maya ? Allysia came out of the bathroom , a towel around her , her wash filling my nose . It didn't fill me with so much intensity as it did before . She was wearing off on me . " Maya ? Isn't she the girl that reported your sister ? The one you told me to find out about and tell my father to cover up ? " I picked my t - shirt buttoning up , " she's the one . " " I thought she should be dead by now , Damon ; why is she still around ? " I knew jealousy when I saw one , and it made me angry that my decisions were being questioned no matter the reasons . I kissed her forehead , whispering , " My reasons . " I turned to leave her " You're leaving already ? " She was hurt " because of Maya ? " She had finally pushed me past my limit ; I stopped . " Allysia , we end here ; I don't want to see you ever again . " " What ?! " She was in front of me before a twinkle of an eye , " Daddy , you don't mean that ; you can't throw me away just like that , I questioned you , then I'm sorry . Please forgive me . " she went on her knees at my feet . I couldn't change my mind since it was already made up , but I decided not to do so cruelly . I picked her up by her shoulders so that she could face me Her blue eyes were expectant , waiting for me to take back what I said . I kissed her neck , and she moaned , her back arching . " Allysia , we've been together for a long time " No loving Him +25 BONUS Her body froze when I kissed her again . " Yes , you're my favorite canga , but You've begun questioning me about Maya , and I want to drop you off . " She pulled back tears in her eyes . " Daddy , please , no , don't do this to me . I love y- " I put my palm over her mouth , but she kissed it gently , making me retract it immediately . " I mean it . I love you so much ; if you let me go , I don't think I can live without you " She put her arms around me , crying on my shoulders . Her confession of her feelings for me made me more furious , I was not too fond of that word like it was a curse , and she knew it ; I didn't want to be loved . I just wanted to control . I pushed her back and traced her chin with my thumb . The crop mark on her chest gleaming reminded me of what I could do when out of control . I turned to leave . She yelled , " It's because of that bitch , Maya , right ? I will make sure I find her and finish her off . Then nobody gets to be happy since you're hell - bent on ruining my life . " It was too much to take . She was threatening me . I whipped the back of my hand across her face , and she fell to the ground , her hair covering her face . I picked her up and jolted her against the wall , and she sobbed . " Don't you ever threaten me again , or else it might be something important to you I might take . Even your life . " I left her , and she fell to the floor . I didn't feel pity as I saw her cry on the floor . Picking my coat , I left the lodge . I knew Allysia would get back at me sooner than later . She hated to be second place , and now I gave her no place at all . I sighted my limo . The driver arranged himself in the driver's seat . Things weren't coming out straight for me. Authors POV She pretended to be asleep when he came in in the middle of the night , the sheet wrapped around her naked body SO that she felt safe but didn't anymore when he pulled it down from her to her legs . securely The coldness of the room hit her , but she still lay , not moving a bone . She didn't want to be awake to face him . Not yet . Not ever . He walked away from her into the bathroom ; when she heard showers running , she sighed , pulling her knees against her breast . Memories of her conversation with Sir Derinem came back in full force . He didn't believe her and didn't care to hide it . " I'm sorry , Maya , it's just so hard to believe , " he had told her while walking to the window ; he backed the wall and faced her again " No parent can be that evil to a child they gave birth ... " He stopped , pain flashing in his eyes . It disappeared immediately , and he continued , " All I'm saying is , it doesn't add up . " Her voice shaky from the sob accumulating in her throat , she pushed , " Dad didn't want Anna to leave , so he asked me to fill her place . " " Didn't you read the papers you signed ? You gave yourself to him . He owns you . " " I couldn't read it . Father was so furious with me , and I ... " No Loving Him " Is there anyone wh can back up your statement , Maya ? " +25 BONUS She thought about it . Her parents would never admit they sent her into this mess to keep Anna safe . The servants in the house were scared of them , except for one person ... " Dora ! " She quipped excitedly , " She knows everything . She's the oldest servant in my home . If you will ask of her . " He sighed and dipped his hand in his pocket . " Dora , it is then , " his tone hardened , sending chills into her . " For your sake , Maya , I hope she confirms everything . " Not able to talk , she nodded desperately . For a moment , they stayed staring at each other in silence . Before he cleared his throat , folding his arms across his broad chest covered in a black polo top . She took a deep breath . " If you don't mind , sir , I'll like to ask for a favor . " " Go on " " Sir , can you send a message across to Dora , telling her to tell Manuel I didn't leave him on my wish " her voice was trailing into sobs , " and that I want to get married ... " " I'll tell her " he cut her short , and she nodded again His phone rang . He received it , putting it on the loudspeaker The voice filtered out through the phone , " Capo , Don Damon , on his way . " He cut the call and nodded to Luca , whom she had forgotten was even there . And he led her back to Maestro's door . Now alone on the bed , wrapped in her skin . She felt a tiny flicker of hope , warming her from the cold . She didn't know why , but she trusted Sir Derinem ; she would be out of this hell . Maestro exited the bathroom , drying his hair with a brown towel . Quickly she shut her eyes close , lying still and forcing her breath to slow down 請 After some minutes , she felt him close , his hands wrapping her body to his ; he kissed her nose and whispered , " It's going to get better , Maya . " She didn't doubt it . It was going to get better . But for her . AmonAvHs author Ratings and votes are needed . an author can't do it alone